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That's the thing about jumping that gets me though... you don't know how long it's going to take you to die once you hit the ground/water. Even in cases where people fall from tremendous heights they might still live as a puddle for minutes or hours. Fuck that.
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I can't imagine my end by ctb ...one really need to be very thought and bold to even think of adopting that method. Am a coward . I want an easy and painless death
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RaphtaliaTwoAnimals, lv-gras and onewayroad
I can't imagine my end by ctb ...one really need to be very thought and bold to even think of adopting that method. Am a coward. I want an easy and painless death
I have been on this since a while, initially I thought of over dosing. But the literature I read on it discouraged me to do as there is a better chance of surviving than killing one self .
Although I still feel overdosing on high blood pressure pills will help achieve the goal. How ever I am still not sure of the mg one need to consume. As I read some where that depending on an individual's weight the mg to taken need to be calculated. Will appreciate any inputs on this :)
Then I came across inert gases which will give a peaceful exit. Nitrogen argon and helium top the list. But if one could get hold of pure helium even that would do thr job. I could get thru a helium dealer who supplies 99% pure helium.
onewayroad a member of our group said argon is easier to procure. I googled a lil and yes it is available and at a much better price than helium.
Still good amount of work to do around it ..am sure I would be there in time ....
Getting into this group gave me so much comfort. Was dying to speak about it to some one openly without being judged. Thanks to the makers of this forum and all you lovely people out there. Feel like home finally. And am sure you guys would be around guiding and supporting.
Am done with listening to the crap of things will get better ..stay strong ...positive blah ..blah blah blah !! Its my life and I have my free will. And i see this group respects that. Wish I was here sooner
So people how is your journey towards you final exit... care to share ??[/QUOTE
I would have loved to be able to use Argon but due to lack of money and to the fact that I am staying at my parents home, this makes it all even more impossible. so I am left unfortunately with short drop hanging, and I do hope I can pull it through because it is difficult. I wish I could have one of those gasses, would be much more fun
I can't imagine my end by ctb ...one really need to be very thought and bold to even think of adopting that method. Am a coward . I want an easy and painless death
The journey for me is a path that I am walking down trying to find the end. I have not reached the time to exit. It sometimes feels like I just don't have the energy to leave the world. Kind of pathetic, I know. It takes all the effort I can come up with just to get out of bed.
I keep thinking that I will know when it is time as a sort of peace will settle over me. There are times when I think that I am ready to slip the noose around my neck and just go off to the next world. But I just don't feel like going through the process. Not scared mind up, just not able to get up the physical drive to do it. I am hoping to find the right location for my exit, although I am not sure exactly where that will be. I do know that I don't want to walk into some woods and hang from a tree. It just seem too cold and impersonal. I am rambling here a little, I know.
I do know that I will have a nice meal and bottle of wine when it is time. Then go to my location and do my final prep before exiting. I have even decided what I want to wear.
One thing I can't decide on is if I will exit alone or with a partner. At times I feel like exiting with someone will make it easier and they will provide a certain level of comfort and caring. On the other hand there are a lot of complications with exiting with a partner so I am up in the air on that one.
I do agree with your comment that there is a comfort in this group, I really don't feel like people are judging me. I can speak and the folks will listen and understand. That is a bid help.
I can't imagine my end by ctb ...one really need to be very thought and bold to even think of adopting that method. Am a coward . I want an easy and painless death
I have been on this since a while, initially I thought of over dosing. But the literature I read on it discouraged me to do as there is a better chance of surviving than killing one self .
Although I still feel overdosing on high blood pressure pills will help achieve the goal. How ever I am still not sure of the mg one need to consume. As I read some where that depending on an individual's weight the mg to taken need to be calculated. Will appreciate any inputs on this :)
Then I came across inert gases which will give a peaceful exit. Nitrogen argon and helium top the list. But if one could get hold of pure helium even that would do the job. I could get thru a helium dealer who supplies 99% pure helium.
onewayroad a member of our group said argon is easier to procure. I googled a lil and yes it is available and at a much better price than helium.
Still good amount of work to do around it ..am sure I would be there on time...
Getting into this group gave me so much comfort. Was dying to speak about it to someone openly without being judged. Thanks to the makers of this forum and all you lovely people out there. Feel like home finally. And am sure you guys would be around guiding and supporting.
Am done with listening to the crap of things will get better ..stay strong ...positive blah ..blah blah blah !! It's my life and I have my free will. And I see this group respects that. Wish I was here sooner
So people how is your journey towards your final exit... care to share ??
Argon tank - done
Pressure regulator -done
Flow meter -done
Fixing of hosepipe - done
clamping the pipe to thr output -done
checked the flow and leakage -done
so guys am all set...
uploading the pics for you all
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RaphtaliaTwoAnimals, lv-gras, scales and 3 others
Argon tank - done
Pressure regulator -done
Flow meter -done
Fixing of hosepipe - done
clamping the pipe to thr output -done
checked the flow and leakage -done
so guys am all set...
uploading the pics for you all View attachment 2238View attachment 2239
Argon tank - done
Pressure regulator -done
Flow meter -done
Fixing of hosepipe - done
clamping the pipe to thr output -done
checked the flow and leakage -done
so guys am all set...
uploading the pics for you all View attachment 2238View attachment 2239
Argon tank - done
Pressure regulator -done
Flow meter -done
Fixing of hosepipe - done
clamping the pipe to thr output -done
checked the flow and leakage -done
so guys am all set...
uploading the pics for you all View attachment 2238View attachment 2239
I wouldn't recommend the oxygen mask, dignitas wrote a medical article about euthanasia using these kind of masks and some patients lost consciousness quickly but others did not. And some took a long time to die, had convulsions, etc. because the mask did not seal so oxygen got in. I'm not on my PC but I can find the article later. Anyway I am using a full face diving mask so that it seals fully. I would recommend that or the bag method based on what I've read.
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I wouldn't recommend the oxygen mask, dignitas wrote a medical article about euthanasia using these kind of masks and some patients lost consciousness quickly but others did not. And some took a long time to die, had convulsions, etc. because the mask did not seal so oxygen got in. I'm not on my PC but I can find the article later. Anyway I am using a full face diving mask so that it seals fully. I would recommend that or the bag method based on what I've read.
Argon tank - done
Pressure regulator -done
Flow meter -done
Fixing of hosepipe - done
clamping the pipe to thr output -done
checked the flow and leakage -done
so guys am all set...
uploading the pics for you all View attachment 2238View attachment 2239
Omg...that's wonderful. I cant wait to experience thr relief you are feeling now ..I envy you .. am happy for you my friend. Good luck and peace for ever ..love and hugs
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RaphtaliaTwoAnimals, lv-gras, onewayroad and 2 others
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