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sm20
Student
- May 5, 2021
- 132
One of the biggest signs I've had in my life was when my grandma died. I always used to type documents about what I wished my life could be if I could restart or what was after death. They were always labeled 2, which just stood for whatever comes after this life. I was listening to a top 50 songs of the year list when I got a text that she died. I was a minute into a song I hadn't heard before and noticed the title was I Shall Love 2 and then I saw the text saying she was dead. Whatever's next will be better, and since then there have been a few other huge incidents like that which only reaffirm that.Just got one more text out of the blue asking if I'm ok from one of my best guy friends back home. I feel torn on if I should add certain people to the knowledge of my passing. Referring mostly to the people who just texted me out of the blue. I feel they sense it's my time but they don't know it's my time. I remember awhile ago sitting in my car before my shift one day and saying aloud, "it's a weird day today" because something just felt off. After my shift I checked my socials and a old friend that I haven't talked to in months ended up committing earlier that morning. It does bring me comfort knowing that this is the best thing for me to do and it's almost "written in the stars" due to the fact others sense it too. I love the belief of fate and everything happens for a reason. I just hope my next life is non human and easy going.
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