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LastDayOnEarth

Student
May 20, 2025
181
I told them straight up that there's nothing to celebrate nor be happy about

The only day that I will celebrate is the day I die, a birthday is just a reminder of the horrible existence I was forced to endure for another year.

Hopefully this is my last birthday
 
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9mmisglutenfree

9mmisglutenfree

I’m starving, might eat some lead.
May 24, 2025
50
Fuuuuuck I hate my birthday. I want zero attention. Having to sit there for the most excruciating twenty seconds while I listen to people telling me to be happy… it's awful. People who betrayed me telling me happy birthday like everything is normal..ya I'm with you, op.
 
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FishRain3469

FishRain3469

Specialist
Mar 12, 2025
333
I'm also with you OP.... The Mere thought of my birthday coming up just makes me want to puke my Fckn guts out. I Hate it.

Regardless..... Happy belated Bday . Try and take care of yourself if Possible. ♥
 
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wham311

Enlightened
Mar 1, 2025
1,201
Birthday was always miserable because it made me realize how little people liked me. I don't want the requirement of attention withot anyone following through

I changed my birthday on fb so people wouldn't get notified
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,963
I understand, I feel the same way, it's just another year of suffering in this cruel, torturous existence and more than anything I wish I was never burdened with this existence, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result with no limit as to how much one can suffer, I'd just never wish to exist no matter what rather all I hope for is non-existence.
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Paragon
Mar 15, 2025
971
I was raised Jehovah's Witness. They don't celebrate birthdays. That's one good thing I guess, but not for the reason they would expect. It sounds horrible to me, all the expectations, attention, disappointment. I was spared all of that.
 
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TooLate2582

Experienced
May 6, 2018
284
I'd rather have people care truly 364 days than pretend to give a shit on one day of the year. Learned that the hard way when my own mother forgot after I changed my social media privacy settings.
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
801
I subscribe to every word you say
 
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