My family found the codeine…

[sximii]

What the fuck. Why is fate so against me? I can't find a way to get SN, as soon as I have some slight hope because I found codeine, my family takes it away. This is so unfair. I just wanna hurt myself so bad, even if it doesn't kill me. It's the rage that makes me wanna do it. I don't care if I die or not I just wanna do something drastic. I'm so angry at the fact that I can't die, I'm so angry at my ex, who I loved and she decided to be a bitch. I'm so done

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

ODs do not work. Don't waste your time.

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...

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Non-methods that should not be attempted

mod note: this has been added to the suicide resource compilation at the top. This has been made in response to the ever increasing amount of posts made about highly unlikely methods. Please read before posting about one of these methods or feel free to link if someone does post about them...

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[nobodycaresaboutme]

OP didn't literally say codeine will be used for CTB rather than coping until the time, while it's absolutely true codeine is very unlikely to be fatal and should not be attempted. If codeine overdose is your method, please read the threads above and reconsider. Opioid abuse is also not a good choice and I recommend against it but I fully understand the urges to hurt yourself because I used to do so. Opioid "overdose"(in Japan "overdose" means substance abuse rather than the same in English) is seen as one of the maladaptive coping mechanisms and forms of self-harm Japanese menhera people often take.

I hear you are so trapped. Your family should not have taken your hope away instead of helping you no matter how unhealthy it is. I hope you finally find the way out of the suffering.