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Hello I'm new here and I wanted to tell you guys about my failed about. So it happened a couple hours ago, my parents had left and I was so ready to do it, blasting radiohead to make me want it more. Had a rope but it was too small so I got a bed sheet and tied it from the ceiling. Could definitely kill me but it just fucking hurt so much around the neck it was crazy, I feel like I need something better or like any advice please?
 
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Jul 30, 2020
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Hello I'm new here and I wanted to tell you guys about my failed about. So it happened a couple hours ago, my parents had left and I was so ready to do it, blasting radiohead to make me want it more. Had a rope but it was too small so I got a bed sheet and tied it from the ceiling. Could definitely kill me but it just fucking hurt so much around the neck it was crazy, I feel like I need something better or like any advice please?
There is a lot of information on this site. You could start here

 
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