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For everyone that keeps asking similar questions, here is my experience ordering SN from SD to the US, along with a timeline of events.

September 7: During the day I entered a dissociative state (common for me) and when I "woke up" in the evening, I was staring at the order confirmation page for SN. I immediately received a confirmation email with an order number and a web link that allowed me to check the order status online. SD generously offers free shipping worldwide, and I was not taxed on the order.

September 9: Still no notification of shipment or tracking number. The order status was still marked as "awaiting shipment."

September 10: I received an email notifying me that the order had been shipped, which contained a USPS tracking number.

September 11: The order was unexpectedly already in my mailbox. I had never received a delivery notification, cancellation notice, or welfare check. It came in a 9in x 6in standard yellow envelope. I did not know if the substance was loose in the envelope, so I gently peeled a tiny hole in the top. Inside the yellow envelope is a plastic bag, about the same size as the envelope, containing the SN. If you receive your SN like this, do NOT use scissors to open the envelope. If I had, it would have spilled out everywhere.
 
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Forgive my ignorance, but what's SD?
 
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Why would you post all this info? This thread should be removed for opsec purposes.
 
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For everyone that keeps asking similar questions, here is my experience ordering SN from SD to the US, along with a timeline of events.

September 7: During the day I entered a dissociative state (common for me) and when I "woke up" in the evening, I was staring at the order confirmation page for SN. I immediately received a confirmation email with an order number and a web link that allowed me to check the order status online. SD generously offers free shipping worldwide, and I was not taxed on the order.

September 9: Still no notification of shipment or tracking number. The order status was still marked as "awaiting shipment."

September 10: I received an email notifying me that the order had been shipped, which contained a USPS tracking number.

September 11: The order was unexpectedly already in my mailbox. I had never received a delivery notification, cancellation notice, or welfare check. It came in a 9in x 6in standard yellow envelope. I did not know if the substance was loose in the envelope, so I gently peeled a tiny hole in the top. Inside the yellow envelope is a plastic bag, about the same size as the envelope, containing the SN. If you receive your SN like this, do NOT use scissors to open the envelope. If I had, it would have spilled out everywhere.
I recommend hiding in a safe place. 👍
 
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Jun 6, 2025
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For everyone that keeps asking similar questions, here is my experience ordering SN from SD to the US, along with a timeline of events.

September 7: During the day I entered a dissociative state (common for me) and when I "woke up" in the evening, I was staring at the order confirmation page for SN. I immediately received a confirmation email with an order number and a web link that allowed me to check the order status online. SD generously offers free shipping worldwide, and I was not taxed on the order.

September 9: Still no notification of shipment or tracking number. The order status was still marked as "awaiting shipment."

September 10: I received an email notifying me that the order had been shipped, which contained a USPS tracking number.

September 11: The order was unexpectedly already in my mailbox. I had never received a delivery notification, cancellation notice, or welfare check. It came in a 9in x 6in standard yellow envelope. I did not know if the substance was loose in the envelope, so I gently peeled a tiny hole in the top. Inside the yellow envelope is a plastic bag, about the same size as the envelope, containing the SN. If you receive your SN like this, do NOT use scissors to open the envelope. If I had, it would have spilled out everywhere.
How do you order from SD ? A link please. Im not in the US dont know if that is a problem.
 

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