Story My experience jumping.

[Voldmort]

Basically when I jumped, all I saw was the rapidly approaching ground, and it lasted a few seconds. Before the fear had a chance to kick in the only thought I had time to think was aw shit. Then, I heard a crack, and blackness. I honestly don't remember there being any pain at all. Like, if there was any sort of pain, it lasted a millisecond because as soon as I hit the ground I was unconscious.

thank you for tell us your experience!

 

[Schopenhauer]

I only saw this thread today. Thanks for sharing this with us. Excuse my lack of sensitivity, but the part where you thought "aw shit" was rather funny. I can picture it vividly.

On a more serious note, the truth is that people have no idea of the correct height to jump from. A 100ft is the minimum required to guarantee death.

 

[EpidemicOfDenial]

The single thought I had in my mind the second I jumped was "aw shit". No feeling of regret, wasn't too scary at all. It was instant. I'd imagine a longer jump distance would give way to regret and fear but be more successful.

I had attempted both hanging suicide & suicide by cop. Both are interesting, however my only regret with both is failing.

The media never gives suicidal individuals such as you & I, the ones who do not regret their attempts, any attention. The only ones who get media attention are the ones who prance around proclaiming that they are now so grateful for life!

They are practically shilling for psychiatry.

Anyhow, thank you for your contribution to our community.

 

[Metavoid]

I had attempted both hanging suicide & suicide by cop. Both are interesting, however my only regret with both is failing.

The media never gives suicidal individuals such as you & I, the ones who do not regret their attempts, any attention. The only ones who get media attention are the ones who prance around proclaiming that they are now so grateful for life!

They are practically shilling for psychiatry.

Anyhow, thank you for your contribution to our community.

Thank you. I'm happy I found this community. Finally some people I can personally connect with. That's tough. Everyone I meet tells me "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" or "get therapy" nah mate I don't need therapy. Unless the therapist is willing to give me a billion dollars in cash, a lucrative online self sustaining business and a worldwide passport so I can go travel, reinvent myself, fix all my regrets and do literally whatever the fuck I want, then maybe, just maybe I won't kill myself. If not then fuck off with your bullshit. Anyway I love this community :)

 

[EpidemicOfDenial]

Thank you. I'm happy I found this community. Finally some people I can personally connect with. That's tough. Everyone I meet tells me "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" or "get therapy" nah mate I don't need therapy. Unless the therapist is willing to give me a billion dollars in cash, a lucrative online self sustaining business and a worldwide passport so I can go travel, reinvent myself, fix all my regrets and do literally whatever the fuck I want, then maybe, just maybe I won't kill myself. If not then fuck off with your bullshit. Anyway I love this community :)

My stay in this community will be temporary. I would like to ctb soon.

 

[Peacelove44]

I am planning to jump from 16 storey building (around 50m) do you think it's high enough? Do you have any advices?

 

[voool]

Finding a place to jump is hard. England and Ireland have good spots

 

[Wannadie]

Thinking back now, for me personally it would be VERY scary to fall backwards. It's the whole "fear of the unknown" thing. I don't think I could do it. It was definitely easier jumping head first seeing my inevitable (near?) Death.

They say you only need a height of 10 feet to die..

I was on suicide watch in the hospital and whenever I drove my wheelchair to a window everyone would come running lmfao

I hope you don't mind me asking but how come your foot broke when you jumped with your head down? Genuinely curious. Like did you turn mid-air or...? How does that work?

 

[OkTotti]

I live in an ideal city to jump from a high building, NYC. You'd think it's easy but access to roofs or floors with windows is a bit difficult. The method I'm thinking of most is from a high rise hotel with balcony, 20 floors or above or an AirBNB with a balcony. I wonder if I have the courage to do it.

 

[Eren]

Thanks for telling your experience, I'm also thinking of jumping, but of a much higher one to not survive

 

[OkTotti]

Hello everyone, it's nice to meet people I can relate with. I've struggled with depression since childhood, and recently anxiety. I have been abused and bullied my entire life too. Recently I have attempted jumping from a 4 story window, and all that did was mangle my foot and break my nose (both of which I had restorative surgery on). It was completely painless and the blackout was instant, all I remember is complete and utter blissful nothingness until I woke up with my boyfriend crying over me holding me in his arms with blood all over his face and ambulance sirens blaring. I'd do it again in a heartbeat but the fear is surviving (like I did) even though it was minimal injuries. So the jumping bit was pain free, but being in the hospital with my shattered foot swelling up was the literal worst pain in the entire world.

The single thought I had in my mind the second I jumped was "aw shit". No feeling of regret, wasn't too scary at all. It was instant. I'd imagine a longer jump distance would give way to regret and fear but be more successful.

If you had access to a taller building, like 15 or 20 stories - would you do it again?

 

[tevati]

Did she do it again? R.I.P

 

[Help_Me]

Did she do it again?

I can't stop thinking about it. I think she is probably not with us anymore ... she suffered a lot and surely will be missed here.