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LittleNelson

LittleNelson

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Dec 18, 2021
53
My dog died today. He was my only friend and the only reason I got up every morning. I could never CTB because he needed me to take care of him. Now that he's gone I have nothing to live for.

I will CTB soon .....
 
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Mourning_Dove

Mourning_Dove

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Nov 23, 2025
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I'm so sorry :'( My pets have always been my best friends. It is so devastating to lose them.
 
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Lady_V

Lady_V

Please be honest.
Aug 31, 2025
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I'm really so sorry. Pets really can be your best friend and be such a part of your daily life that you are lost without them. Losing your only friend is absolutely devastating. I know this pain so well. If there is any sort of an afterlife, I hope my dog is the 1st thing I see when I go.
 
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Cyrene

Cyrene

Memento Mori
Nov 22, 2025
28
My dog died today. He was my only friend and the only reason I got up every morning. I could never CTB because he needed me to take care of him. Now that he's gone I have nothing to live for.

I will CTB soon .....
I completely understand! My cat Boo past away on the 16th and she was the only reason I was living. She was the only thing that brought me happiness and I hope when I ctb I'll be reunited with her. May I ask what your dogs name was?
 
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LittleNelson

LittleNelson

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Dec 18, 2021
53
I completely understand! My cat Boo past away on the 16th and she was the only reason I was living. She was the only thing that brought me happiness and I hope when I ctb I'll be reunited with her. May I ask what your dogs name was?
His name was Nelson Eddy - he was the best dog in the world (I know everyone thinks that but he really was)
 
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Cyrene

Cyrene

Memento Mori
Nov 22, 2025
28
His name was Nelson Eddy - he was the best dog in the world (I know everyone thinks that but he really was)
Nelson Eddy, like the actor/singer? That's adorable. He must've been such a good boy!
 
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eternalpace

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Oct 18, 2025
197
I'm sorry to read about your dog. My dog provided unconditional love and was my best friend.
 

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