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breN4short
New Member
- Jan 14, 2023
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I am the one who asked for my divorce because I was greedy and wanted to experience other women. I have lost 10 years of my life, my house, dog, all belongings, car, accumulated severe debt… I found another girl who was amazing and showed me the world. We dated for about 8 months but I have become such a depressed mess and can't hold a job. I had to move back in with my parents in Florida. I miss my old life in New Jersey. I can't hold a job, I've been down here in Florida for two months just existing. I am positive that I want to commit suicide. I just want a painless way. I have tried suicide more times than I can count this past year but unfortunately can't bring myself to hang… I'm interested in SN… I'd like to rent a hotel room, drink it and be done. If anyone can help me pm me or whatever.. any help towards CTB would be appreciated