And I replied with a "no". I don't have any illusions, I don't have anything worth living for, and I couldn't care less if I died tomorrow. Like, honestly, I just don't care anymore. If I'm being totally honest, I want my parents to die just so I can put a rope around my neck and ctb. I know I'm not supposed to care about others people's feelings, I know I'm supposed to just unalive myself and don't care if I make my parents and family sad, but honestly I don't have the balls to just do it and don't care.
I work at the most prestigious university in my country (Mexico) as a teacher, and I teach at the most sought after carreer in that university (medicine), and I just don't care. I have a master's degree but i obtained it just because my parents told me once "we want you to have double the things we have" and not because I wanted it. I'm at the top 0.1% of the profesionals in Mexico, but I don't care anymore.
Can anyone else relate? If so, what are your thoughts about this?
I work at the most prestigious university in my country (Mexico) as a teacher, and I teach at the most sought after carreer in that university (medicine), and I just don't care. I have a master's degree but i obtained it just because my parents told me once "we want you to have double the things we have" and not because I wanted it. I'm at the top 0.1% of the profesionals in Mexico, but I don't care anymore.
Can anyone else relate? If so, what are your thoughts about this?
