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TragedyBornCrimson

TragedyBornCrimson

I accept my eternal punishment
Oct 19, 2023
244
I decided that I will do it in an airbnb, which I will check into around 2:00 pm. My method is going to involve Zofran, Tylenol, and of course the star of the show SN. I will update when I get everything started.
 
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Culprit

Culprit

ಮಾನಸಿಕ ಅಸ್ವಸ್ಥ
Oct 19, 2024
34
Good luck<3
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,081
I wish you the best, I hope you find the freedom you are looking for.
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,802
Best wishes for all going smoothly for you, whatever your final outcome.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Hope everything goes well for you! 🤗
 
Anonymousa

Anonymousa

Get me Out
Sep 21, 2024
2,395
whatever happens I hope you escape the pain of this world
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
I hope you find peace soon
 
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APeacefulPlace

APeacefulPlace

Ape
Dec 2, 2024
297
Wishing you peace and relief.
 
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CantDoIt

Elementalist
Jul 18, 2024
874
Best wishes to you, I hope you get what you're looking for.
 
TragedyBornCrimson

TragedyBornCrimson

I accept my eternal punishment
Oct 19, 2023
244
I have began the protocol I have taken 1000 mg of paracetamol but I am not sure how much zofran I should take. Meto is in the sn Bible but not zofran. I have taken one so far. They are 4 mg each.
Took another zofran, will take another in 15 minutes. 4 cups of sn ready.
Just not thinking of anything
I must say, even though this world has caused me so much pain and suffering, it was still really beautiful in many ways. I'm sorry mom sorry dad, I'm sorry to my siblings. God forgive me for what I will do.
3:25- drank tastes awful
3:30-
3:35-
3:40-
3:45-
3:50-
3:55-
4:00-
4:05-
4:10-
4:15-
4:20
Tastes so bad
Don't feel nauseas yet
Heart beating fast
Heart beating fast
25mg of sn
God forgive me sorry family
I'm going to die
No pain so far
Getting dizzy
Heart pounding
if I don't say anything by Monday I'm dead goodbye guys
 
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cloudyskye

Student
Nov 11, 2024
161
I have began the protocol I have taken 1000 mg of paracetamol but I am not sure how much zofran I should take. Meto is in the sn Bible but not zofran. I have taken one so far. They are 4 mg each.
Took another zofran, will take another in 15 minutes. 4 cups of sn ready.
Just not thinking of anything
I must say, even though this world has caused me so much pain and suffering, it was still really beautiful in many ways. I'm sorry mom sorry dad, I'm sorry to my siblings. God forgive me for what I will do.
3:25- drank tastes awful
3:30-
3:35-
3:40-
3:45-
3:50-
3:55-
4:00-
4:05-
4:10-
4:15-
4:20
Tastes so bad
Don't feel nauseas yet
Heart beating fast
Heart beating fast
25mg of sn
God forgive me sorry family
I'm going to die
No pain so far
Getting dizzy
Heart pounding
if I don't say anything by Monday I'm dead goodbye guys
I hope you found peace and contentment or nothing at all if that's your wish.
 
TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
1,267
Thank you for this and thank you for being here. It was always a pleasure seeing your name pop up on here for the short time I've been part of this forum. Wishing you all the best. Hoping you find your peace. Godspeed.
 
ForestGhost

ForestGhost

PFP by user ropeburns&migranes
Aug 25, 2024
267
I love the Huey avatar. If you've departed, I hope there wasn't too much discomfort. Rest well.
 
AnderDethsky

AnderDethsky

/̵͇̿̿/'̿'̿ ̿ ̿̿ ̿̿ ̿̿(╥﹏╥)
Oct 19, 2024
108
Goodbye bro, I really liked your posts and thoughts that I got to see. You will be in our hearts. We pray for your peace. .✧˖° 𝗓 𐰁

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( •‿• )つ —̳͟͞͞ ✨ —̳͟͞͞✨ —̳͟͞͞✨
(つ < —̳͟͞͞✨ —̳͟͞͞✨ —̳͟͞͞✨
| _つ + —̳͟͞͞✨ —̳͟͞͞✨ —̳͟͞͞✨ ˚
`し´
 
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glassbottom

Member
Nov 18, 2024
43
Hope you're comfortable and at peace.
 
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over2025

Member
Dec 7, 2024
59
I never knew you but I hope to meet you at the next juncture. Rest
 
newstart2000

newstart2000

Member
Nov 26, 2024
72
Farewell. Hope you find your peace and no suffering anymore.
 
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MercenariesofMidgar

Specialist
Nov 30, 2024
375
Fuck! I can't believe I didn't see this while you were still here. You were the one who pushed me to go from a lurker to an active user, despite us not interacting much. I know you leaned towards being a christian or otherwise a thiest, so I hope if there is a God he is kind to you. No matter where you go, I hope you found the peace and comfort you seek. Godspeed friend, I hope we may cross paths again on the other side.
 
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