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Glory to the Hydro Archon
May 22, 2025
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First of all I'm planning to book a hotel near a highway and a high speed rail line so that the environment would be quite noisy. I think if I vomit (I hope not) it won't be heard by others.

I have prepared notes for my sweet beautiful bestie (I'm gonna miss her so much) as well as my trusted gaming friend living abroad.

So anyway here's my plan:

18.00 check in at my hotel & eat dinner

22.00 sleep until 6AM

06.00 wake up, take a piss & shit, then drink 1 tablet of 600mg paracetamol (sumagesic), play some calming music (I think of the lofi girl live stream)

06.20 drink 2x10mg of domperidone, then make 2 or 3 SN drinks (25 gram in 50ml of water). I weigh 87 kg.

06.55 drink several pills of benzos (lorazepam)

07.00 drink SN and lay in my bed. Hoping not to vomit

I hope I can make it when the day comes. Any thoughts and advice would be very appreciated. Thank you 🙏🏼
 
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