My chronic pain problems are getting worse

[Iwashereonce]

Without much details im getting worse each day and also im having anxiety and sleep problems, i know there isnt getting better, but my mom loves me so much i dont want to make her suffer, how do you guys weigh situations like this? Do you have someone here thats is holding you back from ctb? If i get the courage i will do this year

 

[FuneralCry]

I would never suffer only for the sake of others, I'm only still here because of the difficulties and risks involved in suicide, and anyway if people don't wish to lose family members then they shouldn't do the selfish and shameful thing of choosing to procreate in the first place. Grief and loss are simply inevitable in life and we all have to die and lose everything someday.

 

[missingpeace]

I know my family will be incredibly upset if I go, but they know I've had this problem for awhile so they won't be surprised. When you have been suffering for as long as I have, people's reactions become secondary and all you want is out of life. My family has enough members and community to support them and help them get over my death, so I'm not too worried.
It really depends on your situation, if you think you will ctb, encourage your mom to strengthen her community around her without getting suspicious. At least they will be there for support when she needs it.