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Brokenwithbpd

Mage
Jun 15, 2020
503
As it says.... my bpd is going to be the death of me. I can't handle this damn awful disease. Cutting only makes it temporary better. People are watching me though
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
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Yeah, in my case, my bipolar disorder will end up killing me sooner or later in spite of the fact that now things have improved a lot for me!
 
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Brokenwithbpd

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Jun 15, 2020
503
Yes me too... or so I thought. Who was i kid that things would actually get better and I would be normal
 
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crocodileideal

We fight for our dreamless life.
May 1, 2021
2
It brings tears to my eyes... I think it's a realistic point depending on the occasions. Sometimes, I wish had a bubble to hide me, I feel a little crazy when something bad happens, it's like it hits me deeper than anyone else.

I'm sorry for at all, a tight hug.
 
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Cuppatea856

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May 27, 2020
60
I have bpd also. I weened myself off a bunch of meds because they made me feel worse. I have seen therapists for many years. Nothing works.
Lately, I just wake up and cry all day. I cannot live with this illness. My family thinks I should just "smile more." They refuse to educate themselves on the reality. No one in my life understands, and when I commit suicide they will likely blame me for not being "strong."
 
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Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
As it says.... my bpd is going to be the death of me. I can't handle this damn awful disease. Cutting only makes it temporary better. People are watching me though
Stop cutting, the scarfs are permanent!
 
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Beachedwhale

Mage
Mar 3, 2021
526
By bpd do you mean bipolar disorder or borderline personality disorder?
 
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Shan32- Suicide is only for the brave.
Oct 24, 2020
67
By bpd do you mean bipolar disorder or borderline personality disorder?
"Start to see yourself as a Soul with a body rather then a body with a Soul". absolutely love this
 
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Deadly_Intention

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Apr 10, 2021
77
"Start to see yourself as a Soul with a body rather then a body with a Soul". absolutely love this
I like that quote.
I just never feel like I have a soul..
Of course I must have one or I can't be alive... unless I'm like possessed or something which would explain my horrible life
 

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