Venting My boyfriend suddenly died Sunday.

[symphonyofthenight]

And now it feels like all the light in my life has gone out. I ordered my SN. I can't wait for it to come in. I can't live without him. I have a past of ideation but not forming a plan. I'm just so tired of finally picking myself back up, onto my feet, only for life to knock me down again. Without him, there's no color anymore.

 

[Sherri]

And now it feels like all the light in my life has gone out. I ordered my SN. I can't wait for it to come in. I can't live without him. I have a past of ideation but not forming a plan. I'm just so tired of finally picking myself back up, onto my feet, only for life to knock me down again. Without him, there's no color anymore.

I'm so sorry for your lost from the bottom of my heart. Wishing you strength whatever path you might follow if losing a boyfriend in a break up is hard I can only imagine the pain of losing a soul mate. Hugs hun.

 

[Red]

Can't imagine what that's like - even thinking about it is making me well up in empathy
So sorry for your loss, big hugs and much love

 

[AprilsBlessings]

I'm so sorry for your loss

 

[BehindTheWall]

I'm truly sorry for your loss. :(

 

[sadworld]

I'm sorry for your loss...

Sending and

 

[symphonyofthenight]

Thank you for everyone that has sent condolences. I'm just so tired. He was the only person who understood me. We were supposed to be together forever.

I can't tell anyone else how I really feel - how I don't want to live without him, truly. Because then they're going to send me to the hospital. And I just don't want to live anymore. This is it. My entire life has been an uphill struggle. I just can't fight anymore. I'm so tired. I finally had a little happiness and it was ripped away from me. I can't even go to his funeral. I'm so fucked up.

 

[Secrets1]

My heart hurts for you I'm sorry

 

[WornOutLife]

I can't imagine the pain you're going through. I'm sorry to hear this.

I really hope you can find peace. Wish you the best!

 

[Cakes]

Big hugs to you. I get how you're feeling I've lost my boyfriend too and I don't want to live without him.

Sending you hugs and love.

 

[Arthaniel]

And now it feels like all the light in my life has gone out. I ordered my SN. I can't wait for it to come in. I can't live without him. I have a past of ideation but not forming a plan. I'm just so tired of finally picking myself back up, onto my feet, only for life to knock me down again. Without him, there's no color anymore.

I can't imagine what you must feel. condolence

 

[DarkAngel]

Sending much love and empathy.

 

[virginiawoolf86]

I'm so sorry that you've lost someone so special to you. I hope that you can find the time to heal from this. Sending you love.

 

[KuriGohan&Kamehameha]

I'm so sorry you lost him, you must be hurting so much. Finding out someone you love has died is already enough of a blow, but a partner, just heartbreaking and painful beyond belief.

 

[Ghost2211]

I'm so sorry for your loss. Heartbreak is such a deep pain to endure. I hope you are able to find peace with the path you choose.

 

[Leiden]

Oh how awful. I'm so, very sorry for your loss

 

[NodusTollens]

Oh no, that's awful- I'm so sorry for your loss.