- Mar 11, 2023
Me and my best friend, lets call them, V, where planning on CTB with eachother. I'm not sure when, but we agreed that if we are gonna go trough with CTB we would do it with eachoter, either with the same method or difrent ones. And as far as I can tell, neither of us have a preffered method for CTB. But either way, we bolth agreed to CTB togther as we bolth couldent live without eachother anyways. They are honestly my soulmate (platonically). One of my other friends, bolth friends with V and I, where talking with me about diffrent CTB methods and we came up with one that sounded good to bolth of us, Wich was oding on something. Either a drug, alchohol, or anything else that we could od on. Ive also told them about SN but it seems so cost a fair amount of money to obtain. We are all broke and dont have the type of money to spend on that. So I think just od on drugs or smth would be a lot more affordable, despite being a more uncomy death. So I might suggest that to V if we ever do decide to CTB. But id want it to be a painless death, so I could CTB beside them and not feel bad for making them suffer. So this is where id be asking wich method of CTB would be better as a fairly quick, but mostly painless death. I have a few in mind but im still not sure. Oding on something, like i said before, SN, Carbinmanoxide poisoning, slitting wrists, some type of strangulation, or shooting our brains out. Though im not too sure about the last one because theres a chance of survival if done incorrectly, and id want to die right beside V.