Venting My anxiety during interviews

[cowboypants]

I have only appeared in online interviews and even that makes shit my pants.

My anxiety was so bad. I'm quite ashamed to say but I had to pee every few minutes literally.

That's how I knew I was fucked and the anxiety just remained a pain to deal with and no one understanding it. Fighting against the world all alone by myself. I'm to weak to deal with it in a way apart from the myriad of issues that adhd and autism offers me

 

[katara]

This reminds me of why i hated school. I always had to pee and i never knew what was wrong with me. For years I always thought I had a medical condition. I never realized this was an anxiety thing which is weird because as a child i went to a therapist for a short time, never got any help with it or advice.
Props to you for doing all that, i hope it works out for you in the end.