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terribleson15

terribleson15

I can’t escape this hell
Jul 18, 2025
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I've came to the conclusion that the best options is probably jumping off a building or hanging myself since everything else seems to either not work or it can leave me paralyzed.
If I were to jump off a building I'd probably get drunk before that but I saw someone commenting about that alcohol calms your organs and the chance of actually ctb lowers.
To the hanging part, I've tried it and it hurts so bad, my question there is: is there anything I could use other than in my case a bed sheet? And how long will it take for me to be unconscious and finally ctb? Thanks
 

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