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dyingispeaceful

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Aug 10, 2018
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Hi Everyone,

If you intend to play some peaceful music while you attempt your chosen method, you could discuss it here. Let us know why you chose that music.

Ideally, I believe the beat and words should be peaceful to calm us and at the same time encouraging to motivate us to continue and not abort. If you've got people near(neighbors, housemates, maybe even a hotel), it might be best to not have word's like 'suicide' or 'dying' in it so that no one interferes(just in case).

What do y'all think?
 
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Halo13

Halo13

Wizard
May 9, 2019
671
Hi Everyone,

If you intend to play some peaceful music while you attempt your chosen method, you could discuss it here. Let us know why you chose that music.

Ideally, I believe the beat and words should be peaceful to calm us and at the same time encouraging to motivate us to continue and not abort. If you've got people near(neighbors, housemates, maybe even a hotel), it might be best to not have word's like 'suicide' or 'dying' in it so that no one interferes(just in case).

What do y'all think?
I agree. There's another active thread about this topic, located here:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/last-song-youll-listen-to.13239/
 
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KnightOfEnceladus

Lost child in time
May 20, 2019
231
Back in college, my ex-girlfriend had me watch two very weird, short little anime with her. Both of them were about lesbian love, and she chose them because she said the main characters reminded her of me. She was right, too; one of them is exactly how I'd draw myself in big-eyes-small-mouth style, aside from having blue eyes and no glasses, and the other one was actually based on her. If you're curious, the series in question are "Yami to Boushi to Hon no Tabibito" (roughly "The Darkness, the Hat, and Those Who Journey in Books") and "Kannazuki no Miko" ("Priestesses of The Godless Month/October).

Some of the music in both is very calming, though also rather sad. It left a tremendous impression on me though, and I wouldn't mind something like Unmei no Ito or Hazuki's Theme being the last thing I hear before it's all over.
 
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GeorgeJL

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2019
1,621
Hi Everyone,

If you intend to play some peaceful music while you attempt your chosen method, you could discuss it here. Let us know why you chose that music.

Ideally, I believe the beat and words should be peaceful to calm us and at the same time encouraging to motivate us to continue and not abort. If you've got people near(neighbors, housemates, maybe even a hotel), it might be best to not have word's like 'suicide' or 'dying' in it so that no one interferes(just in case).

What do y'all think?
Yeah I am going put my headphones on and play "I Believe I Can Fly " while running off of a cliff. LOL just kidding.

But seriously I have a long "end of life" spotify playlist which i am going to start a day before my death and keep playing it until I finally exit.
 
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KnightOfEnceladus

KnightOfEnceladus

Lost child in time
May 20, 2019
231
This is a single loop of that song, String of Fate/Destiny (Unmei-no-Ito) from before. It's one of my favorite pieces of music in all of existence. Nice and calming, would be wonderful to die while listening to:
 
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Sancoooo

Sancoooo

Cats
May 20, 2019
6
I normally dont share my favorite music because it's always hard to convince people to understand the music I like and explain why. But I want to try this time :)

I love Chopin's Barcarolle.
It has been my favorite song for almost a decade.
As the name suggests, its a boat song. It has very calming, relaxing and romantic sounds filled with motifs about water, ocean and sinuous movements. I sometimes sing with words while I play the main theme even though there is no lyrics; after all, its a cantabile passage and I feel certainly better with singing. I dont sing it when I play it for someone else, because those words are very personal to me.
The song is filled with romantic beautiful melody, and it may give an impression that it was written during Chopin's happiest moment in his short life, as we always assume Chopin as a sentiment artist, whose music was deeply effected by his emotions. But this song is one of his last works and it was written when his relationship with George Sand failed and his health was getting worse. And at this moment of his life, he wrote this undoubtedly beautiful song. I always believed it means something more.
Not long ago, I found this quote while I was reading one of Nietzsche's books:
"Chopin's Barcarolle. Almost all states and modes of life have a moment of rapture, and good artists know how to discover that moment. Such a moment there is even in life by the seashore — that dreary, sordid, unhealthy existence, dragged out in the neighbourhood of a noisy and covetous rabble. This moment of rapture Chopin in his Barcarolle expressed in sound so supremely that Gods themselves, when they heard it, might yearn to lie long summer evenings in a boat."
Apparently, he was fond of this music and you can find his friend's letter stating Nietzsche requested to play barcarolle and his friend joyfully played the piano whole day just for him.
I do think life in general is unhealthy, unhappy and depressing, that is why I am planning to end my own life. But I do think I had some beautiful moments. This song taught me how to appreciate those moments.
 
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ExitTheDay

ExitTheDay

We fight to live or live to die
May 26, 2019
336
I would probably listen to the loudest music possible, which I normally do... I would feel a bit of comfort not being able to hear what's around me while catching the bus
 
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TenHas

Simple guy whit a many conflicts
Apr 27, 2019
57
I have written everything to one person, to who I have to say my last words..just every second day I fill up more and more or take something down till that day comes ...but music..because we live in social networks life..all Facebook will get my last word - "goodbye "
and I'm sure it would be my last song to listen
 
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Mort

Mort

No use to know one
Feb 15, 2019
622
May be the 18 12 overture? :) LOL JK just sum of my favourite music like tranc music sum of it can get a bit trippy:D
 
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omoidarui

omoidarui

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Apr 30, 2019
993
I've reluctantly chosen to die in silence, but if I had a playlist these two things would be on it:

Graham Fitkin - Line for six pianos (from Log Line Loud)


I still wish I knew the inspiration for this piece. I know it was written for a sextet called "Piano Circus", but this music is far from a joyride - it's one of the most mysterious things I've ever heard.


Alexei Stanchinsky - Piano Sonata No. 2: I. Fuga


This is my favourite piece in the piano literature, not least because I came joint-first in a competition performing it earlier this year. This is an acquired taste, but is highly ethereal, particularly the last sixty seconds. Stanchinsky was a Russian composer who died age 26. He was found next to a stream, a suspected suicide. I like the idea of Exiting the same age as my musical idol.
 
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First loss

First loss

Specialist
Jan 28, 2019
393
My phone is confiscated by my parents and they won't return it and I can't wait for them to give it back, so i'll probably do it without music.
If I could, I'd go with this:

 
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Strumgewehr

Experienced
Jun 7, 2018
271
Hi Everyone,

If you intend to play some peaceful music while you attempt your chosen method, you could discuss it here. Let us know why you chose that music.

Ideally, I believe the beat and words should be peaceful to calm us and at the same time encouraging to motivate us to continue and not abort. If you've got people near(neighbors, housemates, maybe even a hotel), it might be best to not have word's like 'suicide' or 'dying' in it so that no one interferes(just in case).

What do y'all think?

Welcome to machine... Pink floyd

The lyrics is such a motivator. It is basically a "father" telling you (the son) that since you are born in this hellhole you are fucked big time . And the slavery and grind is not worth it. Just what you need to hear when CTB. Plus Pink floyd songs always have a deep sadness in their tunes.
 
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peacetoall

peacetoall

Member
May 24, 2019
59
Definitely something melancholy like: Max Richter, Nihls Frahm, A Winged Victory For The Sullen, Eluvium, or Enya.
 
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SuicidalDream

SuicidalDream

Member
Jun 1, 2019
44
My suicide playlist consists of rock and metal. I don't know what method I'll use yet, but if I use a gun, my last song will be Hey Man Nice Shot by Filter. I just think it would be funny. My sense of humor is awful. Any other method though, I'd choose a song like Bother by Stone Sour or Suicidal Dream by Silverchair.
 
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ihtgatw

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Jun 1, 2019
5
I guess I'll be listening to Alex Turner's solo album, soundtrack to Submarine movie. As my profile picture and username suggests I really love Alex's music and this movie.

 
Scribble Fan

Scribble Fan

I'm out!
May 30, 2019
815
I've always felt strong connection to this song, gives me a sense of peace and relief. I think this would be a fitting song to depart with, also because I found this song the day we buried my cat. It's going to sound silly but my cat was the only support I ever felt I got, haha. I've always associated it with her and her death, would love to go join her to this tune.

I don't know, this song just feels right on every level.

 
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PatKat

PatKat

Meh
Aug 9, 2018
1,018
Gone - Asking Alexandria
"So what am I suppose to do now I have reached the end".
 
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AsexualBarbieBoy

Member
Jun 7, 2019
87
I will definitely be making a death playlist and I will post here before I catch the bus.
 
Watcher

Watcher

Student
Nov 17, 2018
132
Hi Everyone,

If you intend to play some peaceful music while you attempt your chosen method, you could discuss it here. Let us know why you chose that music.

Ideally, I believe the beat and words should be peaceful to calm us and at the same time encouraging to motivate us to continue and not abort. If you've got people near(neighbors, housemates, maybe even a hotel), it might be best to not have word's like 'suicide' or 'dying' in it so that no one interferes(just in case).

What do y'all think?
I would like to hear one of my favorite post-rock bands, like eleventh vibration, because it remembers me that if I had the opportunity, I would lived as the best way I can. Also, I would like that my family could play Hoppippolla by sigur rus at my funeral, to remember them that life still is beautiful, at least animals and hole nature...

Also, post-rock music don't have lyrics most of thethe time, it's made to appreciate just the melody and you can give it, the meaning you want...
 
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