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ForeverYours

ForeverYours

Darling, what did you expect?
Feb 28, 2026
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I'm planning to listen to Frank Ocean as I go out, specifically "Ivy." What about y'all, any thoughts or recommendations?
 
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ilovecats1

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Apr 15, 2026
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i always imagined something like this but now i dont think ill listen to anything honestly.
 
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00ps

00ps

he/they | t-boy puppy
Jul 1, 2026
38
I think I'll stick to calmer and slower songs. Rises the Moon by Momoru is probably the one I'll listen to. Either that or something from my sleep playlist because it's relaxing
 
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meowpuppy

meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
356
i'd listen to something that's intended to hype people up, i think. listening to a slow and sad song while i die would akae my anxiety flare up too much, obviously so many songs fit this description i don't know exactly which
 
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HNR_

HNR_

Close to a new start...or just meet my end
May 21, 2026
173
I don't think I'll listen to anything while I jump, only think about how to fight SI then try to clear my mind of any thought or maybe think about the afterlife
Right before I do, I'd like to sit with my thoughts, review my life perhaps or the state the world is in, which is the main reason why I want to CTB in the first place

On my way to the spot though, since I'll have to take quite a few trains, I'll probably listen to a curated playlist made for the occasion
I already know that I'll include a few Yu-no tracks and other PC-98 ones (OPNA, my beloved) but apart from that, I think I'll just pick whatever I feel like picking, nothing depressing (apart from Lagtrain I suppose), just songs I like

Comedy answer: Jump - Van Halen
 
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Anura

Anura

Member
Dec 8, 2024
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Frank Ocean is a nice pick. I've thought about picking a song many times and I keep coming back to "everything you've ever dreamed" by arianne and rachmaninoff's 3rd piano concerto. I find both very comforting and familiar.
 
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CrawlingInMySkin

CrawlingInMySkin

Rain, Rain, Go Away
Jun 14, 2026
187
I've been preparing my suicide playlist for a while and I'd love to share it! Here's my list.
Otherside- RHCP
The Mask and the Mirror- Poor Man's Poison
Carousel (Hybrid Theory EP)- Linkin Park
Old Number Seven- The Devil Makes Three
One More Light- Linkin Park
Scared- Three Days Grace
Leave Out All The Rest (probably the best for this occasion on this list)- Linkin Park
No Roads Left- Linkin Park
Battle Symphony- Linkin Park
Pictureboard- Linkin Park (my favorite song EVER)
Roads Untraveled- Linkin Park
Tiny Wooden Box- The Dead South
Over my Head (Cable Car)- The Fray. Another one of my favorites
I am the Highway- Audioslave
Be Yourself- Audioslave
Some of it is sad, some of it is angry, all of it is mine. I refuse to go out without Chester Bennington's voice in my ear lol.
 
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UserFromNowhere

UserFromNowhere

Trial Mod
May 4, 2025
478
I originally was committed to going out to Outro by M83 due to all the significance it had to me, but the more I think about it, the more it becomes a cross between Outro and another beautiful track I found a while back.

 
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