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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,653

We Are From the Future

 
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Lance Stone

Lance Stone

A life of screwing up fixed in a determined flash
Oct 10, 2021
25
My selected song for CTB would be A Real Hero- Electric Youth
 
mousebot

mousebot

Member
Oct 11, 2021
40
all the songs that remind me of my childhood to kinda bring things to an end. Crimson and clover by joan jett and absolute beginners by david bowie, for example. Also some of my own favorites like slowdive. I dont want to die without music
 
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NaughtyGirl

Member
Oct 3, 2021
84
I have two glorious candidates that put me in a perfect mood. When I listen to these songs, especially the first one I imagine myself dying like it's a scene in a movie that is my life.

This:



Or this:

 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
905
Anyone here listened something by Chris Korda?
 
AntHydra

AntHydra

I wish you serenity.
Sep 26, 2021
244
Hold on tight,
Hold on tight
Let me shield you from the storm
The melting flesh, the burning tears
Make you stronger than ever before
"Vive torr amora vrk"
The last words that you spoke...
Oozing out from your tiny skull
A thousand years' wisdom

Take my paw,
Take my paw
You're the wonder of my world
The wrinkled face, the silver hair
Your crystal eyes stay a beautiful pair
Teach me, oh teach me
The magic that you preach
I tried to speak, but all that came out was Awoo oo oo

Lyrr viva tou conquieta, aeterrno amora

mili - Summoning 101, a song I love deeply.
 
Owl of Minerva

Owl of Minerva

It is absurd
Jan 3, 2021
59




definetly for me..
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Only the entire Radiohead discography :))

In a little while I'll be gone
The moment's already passed
Yeah, it's gone
And I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here, I'm not here

Strobe lights and blown speakers
Fireworks and hurricanes
I'm not here, I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here, I'm not here










 
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𖣴 nadia 𖣴

𖣴 nadia 𖣴

...member...
Dec 15, 2021
252
If only CTB was this peaceful and easy.

SYML - Where's my Love



Lyrics:
Cold bones, yeah, that's my love
She hides away, like a ghost
Does she know that we bleed the same?
Don't wanna cry but I break that way
Cold sheets, but where's my love?
I am searching high
I'm searching low in the night
Does she know that we bleed the same?
Don't wanna cry but I break that way
Did she run away?
Did she run away, I don't know
If she ran away
If she ran away, come back home
Just come home
I got a fear, oh, in my blood
She was carried up into the clouds, high above
If you've bled, I bleed the same
If you're scared, I'm on my way
Did you run away?
Did you run away, I don't need to know
If you ran away
If you ran away, come back home
Just come home
 
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LingeringUnreal

LingeringUnreal

dumb of ass
Dec 14, 2021
118


It's hard to be a human being
How can we?
When we're not quite sure what being human means
Should I let it die?
Or push those thoughts aside?
They never mattered anyway
 
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Surferonce

Member
Jan 18, 2019
32
Anything from the 1975
 
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greyautumnsky

greyautumnsky

I am wound like the guts of a clock,
Dec 9, 2021
37
I'd like to hear the sounds up on the mountain the one time my ex actually took me to do something nice.

I could hear the wind blowing the snow into little balls. No cars. No sounds of people or civilization. It was just... the purest quiet and peace. The pressure in my head lifted then and I cried because I was happy in that moment.

I listen to a LOT of music now. So for me. I don't want to listen to anything. I just want to let go of here.
 
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LittleCloud

LittleCloud

Just drifting
Feb 12, 2022
48


Harlem river. I think the song itself is about suicide, and I actually heard about it because a singer named Sulli played it before she cbt.
 
AnestheticVoid

AnestheticVoid

❤️ Dissociatives ❤️
Feb 17, 2022
273
Nirvana.

Polly, Lake of Fire, Something In The Way, On A Plain any of them really..

Kid Cudi

Trapped in My Mind
 
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CiproKilledMe

CiproKilledMe

Experienced
Mar 23, 2021
243
The Donahue theme song, of course.

 
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PeacefulSloth

PeacefulSloth

Member
Mar 1, 2022
10
Tokio Hotel - Monsoon

I'm staring at a broken door
There's nothing left here anymore
My room is cold
It's making me insane

I've been waiting here so long
But now the moment seems to've come,
I see the dark clouds coming up again.

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world,
To the end of time,
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm,
Into the blue,
And when I loose myself I think of you,
Together we'll be running somewhere new
Through the monsoon.
Just me and you

A half moon's fading from my sight
I see a vision in its light
But now it's gone and left me so alone
I know I have to find you now
Can hear your name, I don't know how
Why can't we make this darkness feel like home?
 
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justamortal

Member
Dec 13, 2021
26
i think i will chose heaven's divide from mgs ,this song give me courage to facing sn (・∀・)
 
Ashu

Ashu

novelist, sanskritist, Canadian living in India
Nov 13, 2021
789
I happened to be thinking about that just now: the slow movement of Bruckner's eighth symphony.
Nirvana.

Polly, Lake of Fire, Something In The Way, On A Plain any of them really..

Kid Cudi

Trapped in My Mind
Something in the Way... that's been on my mind lately, one of the most perfect utterances of Kurt's beautiful soul.
 
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Chiisai

Chiisai

To infinity and beyond!
Sep 1, 2021
754
I'd like to listen to any Byzantine, Greek, and Orthodox Chants.





 
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ornitier199

Arcanist
Mar 26, 2022
413
Black fairy without a doubt
 
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NorseHel

NorseHel

Tinnitus Enjoyer
Mar 28, 2022
60
Given that my reason for considering ctb is hyperacusis, in other words no longer being able to tolerate everyday sounds, probably won't be able to tolerate any music... but if I could, anything by La Dispute. Probably King Park would be the song of choice:

 

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