• Hey Guest,

    If you would still like to donate, you still can. We have more than enough funds to cover operating expenses for quite a while, so don't worry about donating if you aren't able. If you want to donate something other than what is listed, you can contact RainAndSadness.

    Bitcoin Address (BTC): 39deg9i6Zp1GdrwyKkqZU6rAbsEspvLBJt

    Ethereum (ETH): 0xd799aF8E2e5cEd14cdb344e6D6A9f18011B79BE9

    Monero (XMR): 49tuJbzxwVPUhhDjzz6H222Kh8baKe6rDEsXgE617DVSDD8UKNaXvKNU8dEVRTAFH9Av8gKkn4jDzVGF25snJgNfUfKKNC8

A

aloyo

Member
Dec 31, 2023
20
Anyone know the psychology behind music if certain emotions or music better pre-ctb? I have some good momentum to ctb tonight and want to keep it going or at least not disrupt it.

Music suggestions welcome
Re-worded: what music or type of music might help motivate ctb
 
foxgirl

foxgirl

drifter
Nov 15, 2023
56
A song I like a lot is State of Love and Trust, by Pearl Jam. I hope you find peace. Sending hugs
 
  • Like
Reactions: aloyo
Bad-luck

Bad-luck

"Tradition is the corpse of wisdom"
Oct 31, 2023
157
A song I love is iris, the cover version by Kina Grannis. So pretty and heart touching
 
  • Like
Reactions: aloyo
goblin99

goblin99

šŸ˜¢
Jan 12, 2024
35
If you like metal/metalcore, the band I Prevail has a few songs that I'm going to put into a CTB playlist. They have pretty powerful lyrics that I think will help get me through it.

There's Fear In Letting Go:

So write your name into cement
Count the blessings that you're sent
Feel that beating in your chest
Nothing's permanent
Those who wish me dead
Fill the coffins in my head
And they won't let me forget
Nothing's permanent
Closure:
(This one is a breakup song but it def has some elements that fit the vibe well)
The damage is done, I'm already gone
Not much left can turn it back around
I've already found closure
Get out the car, you know that it's over
Thought you were the one, guess that I was wrong
Gave you everything and you let me down
I've already found closure
Get out the car, you know that it's over
Breaking Down:
I guess I never noticed how it came creeping in
My enemy emotion, but I can't sink or swim
I say I'm feeling hopeless, but no one's listening
But no one's listening, but no one's listening
I think I think too much
I'm a little bit paranoid, I think I'm breaking
Maybe it's in my blood
Got a pain that I can't avoid, I think I'm breaking
Down, I think I'm breaking
Down, I think I'm breaking
I think I think too much
I'm a little bit paranoid, I think I'm breaking down
Let Me Be Sad:
I'm holding back right now
'Cause I'm numb to what's around
I miss the life I used to have with you right here
Now everything has turned to grey
And I'm blacking out the shades for now
Low:
They tell me that I'm not enough
The more they say, the more they cut
Is it my time? I've gotta let it go
Is it my time? Is it my time?
Even when I'm high, I still feel low
Voices in my head won't leave me alone
I keep fallin', fallin'
Over the edge
In over my head again
Even when I'm high, I still feel low
I'm hangin' by a thread, don't know if I'll let go
'Cause I keep fallin', fallin'
Over the edge
In over my head again
I'm so damn low
I'm doing everything I can to try and fix the problem
This is how it feels when you hit rock bottom
Yeah, when you hit rock bottom
I Don't Belong Here:
If I put the lyrics to this song that fit the situation I'd be putting the whole song. Seriously, it's a good one.
Pull The Plug:
Am I better off dead, is it all in my head?
There's a snake in my mind spitting venom and lies
It runs through my veins, paralyzed by the pain
I'm at the end of my rope, as it's placed around my throat
 
JKFleck

JKFleck

Betrayed by my only friend, nothing left to lose
Oct 1, 2023
211
fear life by Cloudier
 

Similar threads

Dr Iron Arc
Replies
5
Views
213
Offtopic
damienlerone03
damienlerone03
viljalauss
Replies
1
Views
183
Suicide Discussion
jarik
jarik
D
Replies
28
Views
2K
Suicide Discussion
DOHARDTHINGS24
D