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bobcat01

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Unfortunately since I got PSSD I can't feel music.
 
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Since yesterday was the 30th anniversary of Kurt Cobain's suicide, I think this one tune must be here:



It is the last song known to be recorded by Nirvana as a full band (January 30, 1994), and to my taste as a Nirvana fan, it's one of their absolute best tunes. Authentic, sincere, intense, sarcastic, dark and bitter as hell, soaked in pure pain. 100% Nirvana. Goes to show Kurt and the bois were totally not spent as a creative force and still had so much to offer.
 
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Outside the wind is blowing away the yellow leaves,
While I lay on my filthy mattress
In an abandoned and ramshackle house,
Where the windows are broken, and I'm so cold
During the freezing nights, and I don't have any cover

To quench my thirst, I turn
To the light brown puddles in the asphalt.
And my stomach has been empty for many days

I am the frozen wraith in torn and frosty clothes,
I wander unnoticed like a shadow
Through the ice-blue atmosphere
In the city without lights

Give me a shot of heroin in my arm,
Or put a bullet in my head,
Just give me a fast escape away from here



To try finding that smile on me
Would just be useless now
These eyes has lost their spark
I want to steal someones motorhome
Leave on a dusty gravel road
With an icecold beer in my hand
Towards no-man's-land beneath a blue sky
Stop in an unknown village
At a shabby snack bar
Make the stomach shut up with greasy food
Stay for a week, then go to the next place
Send a text message when I'm supposed to care

Leave me alone



No matter how hard you try to make me realize, how much you're comforting me, helping me
There is always that small, but yet so strong, spark
Which somehow makes the fire burn once again
Which burns me from within and out
How much you fill me with lies
Lies about everything being great, it'll be fine, it'll be OK

I spit in your face and say thanks and good bye
It's enough! I've heard all too many lies
The lies which together with the fire are killing me
Slowly but surely I'm walking around in circles
Slowly but surely I'm selfdying in this gray city
of gross concrete, built by gross hands
Built by false, lying gross fuckers like you

But deep inside I wish that your lies are true
While I quietly pray
"After rain there's the flood of sin, in which we all shall be caught up in"
 
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Heavy D & The Boyz-Now That We Found Love :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
(Awesome Jam.... Even if it doesn't apply here)









Now that we found love what are we gonna do
(What are we gonna do?) With it (with it)
Now that we found love what are we gonna do
With it

One two, tell me what you got
Let me slip my quarters inside your slot to hit the jackpot
Rev me up, rev me up, my little buttercup
We can tug sheets snuggle up and get stuck
Believe it or not, here comes the brother with glow
A strugglin', bubblin' overweight lover hug pro
So what's it gonna be, me or the TV?
Now let me take time to set your mind and your body free

So why don't you just stretch, stretch for a sec
Lay down your problems so I can cop a quick wreck
Shake me, shake me, baby, baby, bake me
No need to fake, here I am, come on and take me
Wind your body, baby, move your body
I see you slip sliding, come on, and do it hottie
I'm not quite sure as to what is going down
But I'm feeling hunky dory 'bout this thing that I found

Now that we found love what are we gonna do
With it
Now that we found love what are we gonna do
With it
(Come on Heavy, come on Heavy)

I like the way you wiggle, you don't jingle, but you jiggle
So spread open your love cause it's Heavy in the middle
Move it like a mover she wanted to groove so I grooved her
Then she wanted to learn so we played school and I schooled her

(Mary had a little lamb) but not like this
We can toss and turn, rumble, tumble and twist
Anything you want, I'll give it, fantasies, we'll live it
So lay down and relax

Lover, my lady, lady lover, my baby girl
Spread your wings so we can fly around the world
Harmony, charming me your fingertips are calming me
When you dropped the kisses, Suzie Q, you dropped the bomb on me
Stretch it, stretch it, flex it, flex it
Give me the permission okey-dokey I'll bless it
Bless it like buddha, buddha has to bless
We can lay down after loving put your head on my chest

Now that we found love what are we gonna do
(What are we gonna do?) With it (with it)
Now that we found love what are we gonna do
(Come on and tell me) With it (TR, get em up one time)

(Now) uh, keep it funky
Yeah (keep it smooth) like this
(Now) uh, here we go

What can we do? What are we gonna do?
Roses are red and violets are blue
Love is good and plenty if you get plenty good lovin'
Kiss you where you're hot give what I got to keep you bubblin'
Do me right, do me right, my lonesome dove
Tell ya man one time, what is this thing called love?
I'm not quite sure as to what is going down
But I'm feelin' hunky-dory about this thing I found

Now that we (now that we) found love what are we gonna do
(Girl tell me) with it (what are we gonna do with this)
Teddy Riley in the house
Now that we found love (c'mon, c'mon) what are we gonna do
(G Wiz, DJ NF) with it

Now that we found love (c'mon, c'mon) what are we gonna do
With it (and you don't stop, keep it on)
Now that we found love (c'mon, c'mon) what are we gonna do
With it (tell me, what are we gonna do with this love?)

Oh, sweet love (yeah), oh love (c'mon)
Oh, yeah, uh, shake it, shake it
(Now) oh, yeah, uh
(C'mon, do the right thing baby) shake it, shake it

Now that we found love what are we gonna do (here we go)
With it (keep it funky, funky, baby, yeah) (somebody tell me)
Now that we found love what are we gonna do (I don't know baby)
With it (I don't know baby) (bring it back one time)

All up in money earning Mount Vernon this one's dedicated to you
Know what I'm saying?
Oakland, Bronx, Queens, Manhattan (what are we, what are we gonna do?)
The whole New York City
I said I love you to death
And you don't stop
And you don't quit
You got keep it on until the d-d-d
Do it like this
And you don't stop
And you don't quit (what are we, what are we gonna do?)
You got keep it on and on and on and on

(Now) uh, yeah, yeah, aight, aight, haha
Uh (c'mon) oh, yeah
Now that we found love what are we gonna do
With it
 
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Mar 22, 2024
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"At the end of this long and lonely path
All misery will be gone"

Down this long and twining road
I walk with heavy feet
My head sunk down below
I have made up my mind
It's time to end this life
Then peace I will find

Walking down to my funeral
The mortal sin...
Some might be sad
I'll die with a grin
Walking down to my funeral
It's time to die
When I leave this pathetic world
I will hold my head high

Angels are watching from above
As so does the evil ones
That lurks down below...

I am almost there - at my funeral

I reach the end of the twining road
I put a bullet in my gun, don't need to reload
Feel the cold steel to my head
It's time to pull the trigger
Soon I'll be dead

Now when I'm at my funeral
I feel so free
Some might be sad
I'll die with a grin
Now I'm at my funeral
I feel so free
The mortal sin...
Sin...

Angels and demons
Reach out for me
Kingdom's wide open
But I walk away from - thee

As I walk away...

"For eternal in twilight I dwell"

Walking down to my funeral
The mortal sin...
Some might be sad
I'll die with a grin
Walking down to my funeral
It's time to die
When I leave this pathetic world
I will hold my head high

Hold my head high...


A fate, a destiny, an inevitable early death
Finally I'm dead
And the vision is revealed for everyone else
 
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The alarm clock feels like knives in my brain
For a long time I keep lying beneath my blanket
Thinking, imagining, yeah, I'm even fantasizing
About a future, a future far away from this hell
My breakfast is yet another beer, to be able to go back to sleep
Tomorrow is cancelled, in lack of interest
Another beer to get away, slowly disappear
Wither into the shadows, the hidden void within my head
I report sick for the rest of my life, and choose total isolation
My tomorrow is cancelled, in lack of interest
 
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"At the end of this long and lonely path
All misery will be gone"

Down this long and twining road
I walk with heavy feet
My head sunk down below
I have made up my mind
It's time to end this life
Then peace I will find

Walking down to my funeral
The mortal sin...
Some might be sad
I'll die with a grin
Walking down to my funeral
It's time to die
When I leave this pathetic world
I will hold my head high

Angels are watching from above
As so does the evil ones
That lurks down below...

I am almost there - at my funeral

I reach the end of the twining road
I put a bullet in my gun, don't need to reload
Feel the cold steel to my head
It's time to pull the trigger
Soon I'll be dead

Now when I'm at my funeral
I feel so free
Some might be sad
I'll die with a grin
Now I'm at my funeral
I feel so free
The mortal sin...
Sin...

Angels and demons
Reach out for me
Kingdom's wide open
But I walk away from - thee

As I walk away...

"For eternal in twilight I dwell"

Walking down to my funeral
The mortal sin...
Some might be sad
I'll die with a grin
Walking down to my funeral
It's time to die
When I leave this pathetic world
I will hold my head high

Hold my head high...


A fate, a destiny, an inevitable early death
Finally I'm dead
And the vision is revealed for everyone else

@sadman710
The top video was age restricted.😥 I was wondering what the artist and title was. 🤗
 
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Sarah Connor-Bounce :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Bounce
I ain't gon' take this no more, no
No baby, yeah, no

Bounce baby out the door
I ain't gon' take this no more
Bounce baby out the door
Get up and move
Don't make me act a fool

Just bounce baby out the door
I ain't gon' take this no more
Bounce baby out the door
Get up and move
Don't make me act a fool
Just bounce!

Said you're going with your boys today and
Don't worry 'cause I'll be home late
But I know you're cheatin' out there, creepin'
You've been freakin' babe

So let me tell you how it's going to be, yeah
And you can run your game but not on me boy
So who the hell are you trying to kid
You know this is what I did, I

I called your pager and your two-way boy but no response
Start looking and I found you in some other woman's arms
Don't try to front boy 'cause I saw you there with my own eyes
Just get your stuff boy 'cause I'm tired of hearing all your lies

Bounce baby out the door
I ain't gon' take this no more
Bounce baby out the door
Get up and move
Don't make me act a fool

Just bounce baby out the door
I ain't gon' take this no more
Bounce baby out the door
Get up and move
Don't make me act a fool
Just bounce!

Baby boy, I know you'll never find
No stuff as good as mine
She can't work you like I did
You can look but you know I got that good shit, ah

I know that you hating it
But you better stay with the one you're with, yeah
You made your bed and
Now you have to sleep in it, baby

I called your pager and your two-way boy but no response
Start looking and I found you in some other woman's arms
Don't try to front boy 'cause I saw you there with my own eyes
Just get your stuff boy 'cause I'm tired of hearing all your lies!

Bounce baby out the door
I ain't gon' take this no more
Bounce baby out the door
Get up and move
Don't make me act a fool

Just bounce baby out the door
I ain't gon' take this no more
Bounce baby out the door
Get up and move
Don't make me act a fool
Just bounce!

So wait a minute Sarah give me a chance to explain
I was just talking to shorty, don't even know her name
Ain't looking for no one to come and take your place
Ain't no one out there baby that can fill your space

No need to find a nickel got a dime at home
Plus I love it every night the freaky way we bone
I ain't trying to get gone, ain't trying to play the roll
And I'd rather stay a part of your green eyed soul

Bounce baby out the door
I ain't gon' take this no more
Bounce baby out the door
Get up and move
Don't make me act a fool
Just bounce baby out the door
I ain't gon' take this no more
Bounce baby out the door
Get up and move
Don't make me act a fool
Just bounce!
Just bounce baby, bounce
Don't make me act a fool
Just bounce!
Just bounce baby bounce
Just bounce!
 
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QueerMelancholy

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Jul 29, 2023
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Something squirming, something suspended
Decomposing, regenerating

Creeping silence, rustling greenery's shadow

Overcoming thought, overcoming words
Something whispered, something questioned
And then, I'm here
And then, I'm here

Appearing soon

There in the beginning, in that one drop

Something squirming, something suspended
Decomposing, regenerating

Crawling in dark colors, the advent of lapis lazuli cracks

Overcoming thought, overcoming words
Something whispered, something questioned
And then, I'm here
And then, I'm here

Appearing now

Nothing from the beginning, stopping time

Metamorphosis
Like flickering wind and water
Whirling

Something squirming, something suspended
Decomposing, regenerating

Creeping silence, rustling greenery's shadow

Overcoming thought, overcoming words
Something whispered, something questioned
And then, I'm here
And then, I'm here

Appearing again
Never-ending, ever-repeating

Emergence
Spreading from wet wings
Burning

Everything is just
Within the grains of broken scales
 
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Dirty old river, must you keep rolling
Flowing into the night?
People so busy, make me feel dizzy
Taxi light shines so bright
But I don't need no friends
As long as I gaze on
Waterloo sunset
I am in paradise
Every day, I look at the world from my window
But chilly, chilly is the evening time
Waterloo sunset's fine (Waterloo sunset's fine)
Terry meets Julie
Waterloo station
Every Friday night
But I am so lazy, don't want to wander
I stay at home at night
But I don't feel afraid
As long as I gaze on
Waterloo sunset
I am in paradise
Every day, I look at the world from my window
But chilly, chilly is the evening time
Waterloo sunset's fine (Waterloo sunset's fine)
Millions of people swarming like flies 'round
Waterloo underground
But Terry and Julie cross over the river
Where they feel safe and sound
And they don't need no friends
As long as they gaze on
Waterloo Sunset
They are in paradise
Waterloo sunset's fine (Waterloo sunset's fine)
Waterloo sunset's fine
 
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Def Leppard-Rock Of Ages :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
I want to be chained to speakers at full volume. 😉😁😜









Gunter glieben glauchen globen

All right, I got something to say
Yeah, it's better to burn out
Yeah, then fade away

All right
Oh
Gonna start a fire

C'mon

Rise up, gather round
Rock this place to the ground
Burn it up, let's go for broke
Watch the night go up in smoke

Rock on, rock on
Drive me crazier
No serenade, no fire brigade
Just the pyromania, come on

(What do ya want?) What do ya want?
(I want rock 'n' roll) yes, I do
(Long live rock 'n' roll)

Oh, let's go let's, strike a light
We're gonna blow like dynamite
I don't care if it takes all night
Gonna set this town alight, c'mon

(What do ya want?) What do ya want?
(I want rock 'n' roll) all right
(Long live rock 'n' roll) oh, yeah, yeah

Rock of ages, rock of ages
Still rollin', keep a-rollin'
Rock of ages, rock of ages
Still rollin', rock 'n' rollin'

We got the power, got the glory
Just say you need it
And if you need it say yeah
Oh, yeah, heh heh heh heh
Now listen to me

I'm burnin', burnin', I got the fever
I know for sure, there ain't no cure
So feel it, don't fight it, go with the flow
And gimme, gimme, gimme, gimme one more for the road, yeah

(What do ya want?) What do ya want?
(I want rock 'n' roll) you betcha
(Long live rock 'n' roll) now hit it

Rock of ages, rock of ages
Still rollin', keep a-rollin'
Rock of ages, rock of ages
Still rollin', rock 'n' rollin'

We got the power, got the glory
Just say you need it
And if you need it say yeah
Say yeah

We're gonna burn this damn place down, wo-ho
Down to the ground
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Teddy Swims/Maren Morris 💔💔💔💔💔💔
I'm a downer tonight.... I guess I always am even when post happy songs.









Walking down the street last night
Watching strangers pass me by
Where do all our shadows go?
I guess, some things, I'll never know

I can fool my senses for a little while
But some things are too hard to reconcile

When I look into your eyes
There's no answers I can't find
It's a feeling that I've never known
And, when I'm wide awake tonight
Running circles in my mind
There's an answer I can't find
When did your heart let me go?
I guess, some things, I'll never know
I guess, some things, I'll never know

I'm running out of avenues
'Cause every road leads back to you
When memories fade, where do they go?
I guess, some things, I'll never know

I can fool my senses for a little while
But some things are too hard to reconcile

Oh, when I look into your eyes
There's no answers I can't find
It's a feeling that I've never known
But, when I'm wide awake tonight
Running circles in my mind
There's an answer I can't find
When did your heart let me go?
I guess, some things, I'll never know
I guess, some things, I'll never know

Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh
Did I turn over every stone?
Am I still there when your eyes close?
When did your heart let me go?
I guess, some things, I'll never know
 
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The Butterfly fell in love with the Zebra.

So different..so the the same
 
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you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
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Here's some music I'm into :-) I'm a big fan of the B-52's and Judas Priest, I also like KMFDM, Oingo Boingo, DEVO, Death Grips, Mindless Self Indulgence, Bad Religion, David Bowie, The Misfits, and The Dickies.
 
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Hunter, I'm laid out on the forest floor
Arrows in my back and sides
Down among the leaves and stones
You can wear my skin as armor
You can eat my flesh and bones
Leave nothing that is needed
All I have is yours
And I'll give myself up to your sharpened edges
I no longer cling to my life
Yes, I'm finally giving in
 
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In the sky, a mighty eagle doesn't care 'bout what's illegal
On its wings the rainbow's light, it's flying to eternity
Eagle fly free
Let people see
Just make it your own way
Leave time behind
Follow the sign
Together we'll fly someday
 
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Apr 26, 2023
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The orwells hold such en emotional spot in my heart, I adore there music, its been there for me for longer then I can remember, well like ten years, i remember my uncle who's not actually my uncle show me the orwells and ever since they've always been the band I go back to, and im pretty postive I posted this -https://youtu.be/cT7DhY9A9wg?si=_jkQlciG6yzskFVW before but here it is again, because its good and i need you to know its good,, ha,, tho that reminds me have you guys heard imagine dragons new song -
 
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Ariana Grande-We Can't Be Friends (Wait For Your Love) :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








I didn't think you'd understand me
How could you ever even try?
I don't wanna tiptoe, but I don't wanna hide
But I don't wanna feed this monstrous fire
Just wanna let this story die
And I'll be alright

We can't be friends
But I'd like to just pre-etend
You cling to your papers and pens
Wait until you like me again
Wait for your love
My love, I'll wait for your love

Me and my truth, we sit in silence
Mmm, baby girl, it's just me and you
'Cause I don't wanna argue, but I don't wanna bite
My tongue, yeah, I think I'd rather die
You got me misunderstood
But at least I look this good

We can't be friends
But I'd like to just pre-etend
You cling to your papers and pens
Wait until you like me again
Wait for your love
My love, I'll wait for your love
I'll wait for your love
My love, I'll wait for your love

Know that you made me
I don't like how you paint me, yet I'm still here hanging
Not what you made me
It's something like a daydream
But I feel so seen in the night
So for now, it's only me
And maybe that's all I need

We can't be friends
But I'd like to just pre-etend
You cling to your papers and pens
Wait until you like me again
Wait for your love
My love, I'll wait for your love
I'll wait for your love
My love, I'll wait for your love

I'll wait for your love
I'll wait for your love
I'll wait for your love
I'll wait for your love
I'll wait for your love

 
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