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ResidentEvil

ResidentEvil

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Music does not give me anything positive anymore. I don't know why. When i was younger, i liked music.
But it's not a part of my every day life anymore.

I don't know if that is useful at all, but that's how it has become for me.
 
Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,687
Music does not give me anything positive anymore. I don't know why. When i was younger, i liked music.
But it's not a part of my every day life anymore.

I don't know if that is useful at all, but that's how it has become for me.

I only enjoy music that I relate to on a personal level anymore. Anything outside of that isn't even interesting to me either, so I know what you mean. Do you have any songs or artists that you feel nostalgic about at all? Even if it's just once in a while when you remember them?
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Steve Miller Band-Abracadabra :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









I heat up, I can't cool down
You got me spinnin' 'round and 'round
'Round and 'round and 'round it goes
Where it stops, nobody knows

Every time you call my name
I heat up like a burnin' flame
Burnin' flame full of desire
Kiss me baby, let the fire get higher

Abra-abracadabra
I wanna reach out and grab ya
Abra-abracadabra
Abracadabra

You make me hot, you make me sigh
You make me laugh, you make me cry
Keep me burnin' for your love
With the touch of a velvet glove

Abra-abracadabra
I wanna reach out and grab ya
Abra-abracadabra
Abracadabra

I feel the magic in your caress
I feel magic when I touch your dress
Silk and satin, leather and lace
Black panties with an angel's face

I see magic in your eyes
I hear the magic in your sighs
Just when I think I'm gonna get away
I hear those words that you always say

Abra-abracadabra
I wanna reach out and grab ya
Abra-abracadabra
Abracadabra

Every time you call my name
I heat up like a burnin' flame
Burnin' flame full of desire
Kiss me baby, let the fire get higher...
Yeah, yeah...

I heat up, I can't cool down
My situation goes ('round and 'round)
I heat up, I can't cool down
My situation goes ('round and 'round)
I heat up, I can't cool down
My situation goes ('round and 'round)

I heat up, I heat up
I can't cool down
My situation goes 'round and 'round and 'round
I heat up, I heat up
I can't cool down
My situation goes 'round and 'round and 'round
I heat up, I heat up
I can't cool down
 
ctbcat

ctbcat

Yes, the everlasting contrast.
Jul 14, 2023
182

... more feeling the melody than the lyrics - in fact i'm kind of feeling the opposite.
when i'm with you, i always want to be with you. i'm sorry i'm going to hurt you once i go. you're wonderful. you should've never met someone like me. i'm more trouble than i'm worth, you'll find. i hope everyone around you holds you close
 
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sadman710

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Mar 22, 2024
155


Follow the dark path, waiting to pass to the other side
Struggle the holy and weak, make your life a sin
Life's so depressive, this world has to pay
Kill for the devil, spread plague and evil

Consume your life from both sides, join the sect
Never have any fucking child, this race has to die
Slash your mortal shell, listen to this voice
Satan is waiting, hear him calling

May the war bells chime again
Feel the power to give death
No one of them is innocent
Smell the stench of their fear

Sequestered in the dark
Humiliation and torture
Destroy the human rights
Desecrate the creation of God

And when you lose the taste
When supplies don't your eyes anymore
End your misery life
Suicide for Satan

Destroy your life for Satan!


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Between the bushes we stared
At those who reminded us of another age
And told that hope was away
Forever
We heard elven song and
Water that trickled

What once was is now
Away
All the blood
All the longing and pain that
Ruled
And the emotions that could be stirred
Are away
Forever

We are not dead
We have never lived



A dream of another existance
You wish to die
A dream of another world
You pray for death

To release the soul one must die
To find peace inside you must get eternal

I am a mortal, but am I human?
How beautiful life is now when my time has come
A human destiny, but nothing human inside
What will be left of me when I'm dead?
There was nothing when I lived

What you found was eternal death
No one will ever miss you
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Garth Brooks-Friends ln Low Places :heart:šŸ„¾:heart:šŸ„¾:heart:








Blame it all on my roots
I showed up in boots
And ruined your black-tie affair
The last one to know
The last one to show
I was the last one you thought you'd see there

And I saw the surprise
And the fear in his eyes
When I took his glass of champagne
And I toasted you
Said, "Honey, we may be through,
But you'll never hear me complain."

'Cause I've got friends in low places
Where the whiskey drowns
And the beer chases
My blues away
And I'll be okay
I'm not big on social graces
Think I'll slip on down to the oasis
Oh, I've got friends in low places

Well, I guess I was wrong
I just don't belong
But then I've been there before
Everything's all right
I'll just say goodnight
And I'll show myself to the door

Hey, I didn't mean
To cause a big scene
Just give me an hour and then
Well, I'll be as high
As that ivory tower
That you're livin' in

'Cause I've got friends in low places
Where the whiskey drowns
And the beer chases
My blues away
And I'll be okay
I'm not big on social graces
Think I'll slip on down to the oasis
Oh, I've got friends in low places

I've got friends in low places
Where the whiskey drowns
And the beer chases
My blues away
And I'll be okay
I'm not big on social graces
Think I'll slip on down to the oasis
Oh, I've got friends in low places

I've got friends in low places
Where the whiskey drowns
And the beer chases
My blues away
And I'll be okay
I'm not big on social graces
Think I'll slip on down to the oasis
Oh, I've got friends in low places

I've got friends in low places
Where the whiskey drowns
And the beer chases
My blues away
And I'll be okay

 
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Mar 23, 2018
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From Ashes To New-Barely Breathing :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Now you're leaving, I'm the one who's bleeding
Cut out a piece of me, and now I'm barely breathing

It was all a game to you, and I'm the one that played the fool
I let you feed me to your demons
And nothing that I say or do will ever be enough for you
So, fuck my feelings, I don't need them

(Yeah) you were my heroin, you used to get me high
But all you cared about was selling me a lie
You used to lift me up, you always used to pick me up
But now you wanna give me up and bury me alive

Now you're leaving, I'm the one who's bleeding
Cut out a piece of me, and now I'm barely breathing
Give me a reason, you're silent when I'm screaming
You took a piece of me, and now I'm barely breathing

(I'm barely breathing)
(I'm barely breathing)

I wish I would've known the truth, 'cause I'd have run away from you
You sold a lie, and I believed it
And everything you put me through is gonna come back to you
And if it kills you, then we're even

(Yo, yo) you were my world, but my head was in the stars
But then you burned me out and left me in the dark
You used to lift me up, you always used to pick me up
But now you wanna give me up, it's tearing me apart

Now you're leaving, I'm the one who's bleeding
Cut out a piece of me, and now I'm barely breathing
Give me a reason, you're silent when I'm screaming
You took a piece of me, and now I'm barely breathing

Take me back to what we had
Just take me back, 'cause I'm barely breathing
Take me back to what we had
Just take me back (to what we had)

Now you're leaving, I'm the one who's bleeding
Cut out a piece of me, and now I'm barely breathing
Give me a reason, you're silent when I'm screaming
You took a piece of me, and now I'm barely breathing

(You were my heroin, you used to get me high) I'm barely breathing
(But all you cared about was selling me a lie)
(You used to lift me up, you always used to pick me up) I'm barely breathing
(But now you wanna give me up and bury me alive)
So take me back to what we had
Just take me back, I'm barely breathing
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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N*SYNC-Just Got Paid :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Thank God it's Friday night
And I just (just, just, just, just)
Got paid
Get money, money, money, money (oh)
Money, money, money, money
Money, money, money, money (ooh yeah)
Get money, money, money, money
Money, money, money, money (oh-oh-oh)
Get money, money, money, money
Get money, money, money, money
Let's get this party started (oh)
Uh-huh (yeah, oh-oh-oh)

Just got paid (just got paid), Friday night
Party hoppin' (uh, come on), feelin' right
Booties shakin' (booties shakin') all around (all around)
Pump that jam (listen) while I'm gettin' down

Check the mirror, lookin' fly
Round up the posse, jump in my ride
Radio rockin', hottest jams
Feel the rhythm, pump up the sound

Feelin' so good, don't you know?
I'm just groovin' to the beat
Groovin', yeah, groovin'
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh

Just got paid (just got paid), Friday night (Friday night)
Party hoppin' (oh-oh), feelin' right (feelin' alright)
Booties shakin' (booties shakin') all around (uh-oh)
Pump that jam while I'm gettin' down (ya)

People say my solo is impossible
But when I get up on the mic, yo, I'm unstoppable
And it's probable when ya hear our voices laid down
You'll be boppin' your head to this real tight sound
Now I know ya thought that ya had me played (played)
The check is in the mail, I got made (made)
And if you'll notice my smile is like Kool-Aid
'Cause I just (just) got (got) paid (paid), uh

On the floor, rockin' to the beat (rockin' to the beat)
Always, sure looks sweet
Fine young lady standin' by
Come on baby, sweet eye delight

I love the way that you move
Said you look so sweet when you're movin' to the beat
I'm tired of all these boring parties, baby
Why don't we get on down? Let's get on down

Just got paid (just got paid), Friday night (Friday night)
Party hoppin' (party hoppin'), feelin' right (the feeling's right)
Booties shakin' (that booty's shakin' all around) all around
Pump that jam (can I feel good?) while I'm gettin' down (I'm gettin' down)

Just got paid (just got paid), Friday night (Friday night)
Party hoppin' (come on), feelin' right (tell me where the party is)
Booties shakin' (that booty's shakin') all around (it's all around)
Pump that jam (oh yeah) while I'm gettin' down (ow!)

Say ho (say ho)
Say ho-ho (say ho-ho)
Say ho-ho-ho (say ho)
Oh!

Just got paid (just got paid), Friday night (it's Friday)
Party hoppin' (oh-oh, party hoppin', party hoppin'), feelin' right (just tell me where the party is)
Booties shakin' (ell me where the party is, tell me where the party is) all around (tell me where the party is)
Pump that jam (come on) while I'm gettin' down (I'm gettin' down)

Just got paid (just got paid), Friday night (it's Friday)
Party hoppin' (gonna have me a funky, good time), feelin' right (I'm havin' a good time, baby)
Booties shakin' all around (havin' a good time, havin' a good time, baby)
Pump that jam while I'm gettin' down (hey, oh, I'm gettin' down)

I'm gettin' down (I'm gettin' down, ooh)
I'm gettin' down, down (that's what we do)
I'm gettin' down, down
Yeah, yeah

Eh, I'm broke
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Kiss-Heavens On Fire :heart:šŸ”„:heart:šŸ”„:heart:








Woo-oo-oo

I look at you and my blood boils hot
I feel my temperature rise
I want it all, give me what you got
It's hunger in your eyes

I'm getting closer, baby hear me breathe

You know the way to give me what I need
Just let me love you and you'll never leave

Feel my heat
Takin' you higher
Burn with me
Heaven's on fire
Paint the sky with desire
Angel fly
Heaven's on fire (woo)

I got a fever ragin' in my heart
You make me shiver and shake
Baby don't stop, take it to the top
Eat it like a piece of cake

You're comin' closer, I can hear you breathe

You drive me crazy when you start to tease
You could bring the devil to his knees

Feel my heat
Takin' you higher
Burn with me
Heaven's on fire
Paint the sky with desire
Angel fly
Heaven's on fire

Oh-oh, heaven's on fire
Oh-oh, heaven's on fire
Oh-oh

I'm getting closer, baby hear me breathe

You know the way to give me what I need
Just let me love you and you'll never leave

Feel my heat
Takin' you higher
Burn with me
Heaven's on fire
Paint the sky with desire
Angel fly
Heaven's on fire
Feel my heat
Takin' you higher
Burn with me
Heaven's on fire

Paint the sky with desire
Angel fly
Heaven's on fire
Feel my heat
Takin' you higher
Burn with me
Heaven's on fire
 
Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
2,527


I'm so glad I've found this
I'm so glad I did
I'm so glad I've found this
I'm so glad I did

People are fragile things, you should know by now
Be careful what you put them through
People are fragile things, you should know by now
You'll speak when you're spoken to

It breaks when you don't force it
It breaks when you don't try
It breaks if you don't force it
It breaks if you don't try

People are fragile things, you should know by now
Be careful what you put them through
People are fragile things, you should know by now
You'll speak when you're spoken to

With one hand you calm me
With one hand I'm still
With one hand you calm me
With one hand I'm still

People are fragile things, you should know by now
Be careful what you put them through
People are fragile things, you should know by now
You'll speak when you're spoken to
You'll speak when you're spoken to
You'll speak when you're spoken to
He'll speak when he's spoken to
She'll speak when she's spoken to
 
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outatime_85

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May 17, 2022
775
A mood mix.

Vocals
Quaker City Night Hawks - "Beat The Machine"
Steve Miller Band - The Joker
Modjo - Lady (Hear Me Tonight)
Stardust - Music Sounds Better With You
Spiller (Feat. Sophie Ellis-Bextor) - Groovejet (If This Ain't Love)
Spiller - Groovejet (original mix)
Eagles - In The City
Don Omar Ā· Tego Calderon - Los Bandoleros
Rob Bailey and The Hustle Standard - HUNGRY
Lynyrd Skynyrd - Simple Man

Instrumentals
Lofive - The Arcade
Lofive - Subtract
Causmic - Flight To Tunisia
Ƙnesoul - empty
FynestLyk - Noir Et Blanc Vie
METAHESH - Erased Dreams
remind me - so tired
Ƙneheart x reidenshi - snowfall (seamless 1 hour loop)
Ćøneheart x reidenshi - snowfall (slowed) (1 hour loop)
SHXRK - Escape
Memo Boy - brian is the most beautiful
memo boy - brian is the most beautiful (slowed + reverb)
Scravz - everything ends eventually
hakeemos - everywhere hurts me
scapes - fading over time
alixe - fates intertwined
The XX - Intro
Ƙneheart - this feeling
Mounir Sraoui
GRAEDA - Deluge
Jeff Kaale - Cactus
sevenlies - nothing feels the same
Lofive - Crazy like That

For the Hip Hop Heads
Three Times Dope - Funky Dividends
MOOG - Speed (feat. Mark Agustin)
Action Bronson - The Chairman's Intent
MF DOOM - Books of War (The Lost Chapters)
Rob Viktum - 4/17/1975
MF DOOM - Rapp Snitch Knishes (feat. Mr. Fantastik)
MF DOOM - Coffin Nails (1 Hour Loop)
Madvillain - All Caps
Madvillain - Fancy Clown
MC Lyte - Poor Georgie
Ice Cube - You Know How We Do It
Ice Cube - You Know How We Do It (Instrumental Version)
Double XX Posse - Not Gonna Be Able To Do It
Positive K - Carhoppers
Naughty By Nature - Everything's Gonna Be Alright
Naughty by Nature - Everything's Gonna Be Alright (Instrumental)
 
psp3000

psp3000

I want to quit.
May 20, 2023
1,174
can't remember or find if I posted this album already or not

pretty interesting/creepy/unique concept for an album

 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
7,934
Raydio-You Can't Change That :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Hmm

Honey, I'll always love you
I promise to always love you
'Cause I think the whole world of you
And you can't change that, no, no

There's nothing you can do or say
I thought about this for many a day
And my mind's made up to feel this way
And you can't change that

'Cause you're the only one I love
And you can't change that
You're the only one I need
And you can't change that (you're the one I love)

You're the only one I love
And you can't change that
You're the only one I need
And you can't change that

Now you can try if you want to
Woh

You can change your telephone number
And you can change your address too
But you can't stop me from loving you
No, you can't change that, no, no

You can change the color of your hair
And you can change the clothes you wear
But you'll never change the way I care
No, you can't change that

'Cause you're the only one I love
And you can't change that (you're the one I love)
You're the only one I need
And you can't change that

You're the only one I love
And you can't change that
You're the only one I need
And you can't change that (you're the one I love, girl)

Now you can try if you want to
Try me, baby, woh
No, you can't change that (you're the one I love)
You can try, but you can't change that (you're the one)

Now you can change your telephone number
And you can change your address too
But you can't stop me from loving you
No, you can't change that, hmm

'Cause you're the only one I love
And you can't change that (you're the one I love)
You're the only one I need
And you can't change that (I need you, baby)

You're the only one I love
And you can't change that (you may change a dollar bill)
You're the only one I need (but let me tell you one thing)
And you can't change that (you won't change the way I feel)

You're the only one I love
And you can't change that (I say my heart tells me how I feel)
You're the only one I need (it lets me know)
And you can't change that (it lets me know my love is real)
You're the only one I love (no, you can't change that)
And you can't change that, you're the only one I need
And you can't change that (oh, baby)
You're the only one I love (well, I love, I love)
And you can't change that (I need you)
You're the only one I need (I love, I love)
And you can't change that (I need you)
You're the only one I love
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Boundaries-Death Is Little More :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





Vengeful rends steam into obscurity
A corpse reflected in the red pooling at my feet
Every second that was shared is a scar I can't cover
Every tear that was shed is a breath that I'll never catch

No solution, only judgement
Always measured by failure
The best of you, the worst of me
Perfection projected
All or nothing, all or nothing

Humanity dissected with a fucking hatchet
That you buried in my back
I've learned my lesson, never again

Life is a fucking war and death is little more

The pleas never escape my throat
I don't belong here
I don't belong

The continued decision to struggle
Always searching for your approval
You don't make me who I am
 
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YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
186
Weā€™reJustStrangers

Weā€™reJustStrangers

I used to be an adventurer like you
Mar 19, 2024
4
If you guys like bands like Saosin and Dance Gavin Dance, I think you'll enjoy this
 

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