Murder me for money

[Bukmeikara1]

How I wish this method worked

I'll pay him double that. Where do I find him

I could use the money but I imagine, as for now, I am not a killer. Are you interested in few deep thoughts or cheap humor :)

 

[oxymoron]

In Colorado...it apparently doesn't cost much. Natalie Bollinger put a hit out on herself on Craigslist. If I remember correctly... It only cost her a handgun. She had previously failed by smashing her car into a tree. She lived that time and didn't want to fail again.

https://www.kmov.com/news/craigslist-killing-colorado-man-pleads-guilty-to-shooting-teen-natalie/article_35b8fa34-f7bf-11e8-9a99-d30198861fc5.html

Yeah had read about it. Don't know how safe Craigslist would be.

I could use the money but I imagine, as for now, I am not a killer. Are you interested in few deep thoughts or cheap humor :)

What do you mean?

 

[Bukmeikara1]

Yeah had read about it. Don't know how safe Craigslist would be.

What do you mean?

I cant kill you my friend, not on purpose at least. But if you care to open up a bit and share, there are plenty of people here who could give you support and advice. It seems to me that you are in a endless loop. not being able to decide to either live or die. Neither of them is scary but being stuck between them it is. The least you can do ... decide for yourself. That would cost you some effort.

 

[oxymoron]

I cant kill you my friend, not on purpose at least. But if you care to open up a bit and share, there are plenty of people here who could give you support and advice. It seems to me that you are in a endless loop. not being able to decide to either live or die. Neither of them is scary but being stuck between them it is. The least you can do ... decide for yourself. That would cost you some effort.

I want to die. I just want to make it look like an accident. I don't want to live. I am sure.

 

[Bukmeikara1]

I want to die. I just want to make it look like an accident. I don't want to live. I am sure.

If you want to make it look like an accident than there is "guilt" and "shame". If those exist, likely you care for someone and that means you dont really want to die. Explore your inner feelings without the mental burden. If anything, at least you would see the things for what they are. Many people repeat themselfs the same destructive thoughts every single day and at some point they believe them.

May I suggest a show to you. The Last Airbender and after that The Legend Korra.

Both shows are connected and have a very subtle way to provide great messages

 

[oxymoron]

I would love for my death to be out of my control, and I have offered people some money to kill me, but they didn't accept. An "official" hitman costs roughly $10,000 which is admittedly just a biiiit steep

Where did you find people to talk to?

 

[Kiwi]

10k aint much for what would hopefully be a swift and peaceful passing. I'd pay it gladly.

 

[angie]

10k aint much for what would hopefully be a swift and peaceful passing. I'd pay it gladly.

10k is mega money to poor people like me ?? i can't even afford to save for dignitas i don't get enough money and i thought about selling my stuff but what i have is just everyday rubbish stuff . not worth anything to anyone or i would sell it .
i thought about a go fund me page but someone else put it on for dignitas and it was taken down by admin on there .

10k is mega money to poor people like me ?? i can't even afford to save for dignitas i don't get enough money and i thought about selling my stuff but what i have is just everyday rubbish stuff . not worth anything to anyone or i would sell it .
i thought about a go fund me page but someone else put it on for dignitas and it was taken down by admin on there .

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if i had 10k i'd go to dignitas asap .

 

[Kiwi]

10k is mega money to poor people like me ?? i can't even afford to save for dignitas i don't get enough money and i thought about selling my stuff but what i have is just everyday rubbish stuff . not worth anything to anyone or i would sell it .
i thought about a go fund me page but someone else put it on for dignitas and it was taken down by admin on there .
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if i had 10k i'd go to dignitas asap .

What is dignitas?

Pretty sure we don't have em here in New Zealand?

 

[angie]

As I said there is someone here in the UK who offers advise on ways to go and suppliers, he offers no assistance though as its a crime here.

who is this person in the uk how you get in touch with them ?

 

[Final_frontier]

What is dignitas?

Pretty sure we don't have em here in New Zealand?

No. Its there only in Switzerland

 

[BrokePlatypus]

Hell, I wouldn't mind taking someone out for a lot of money, you just have to find someone with the same mindset as you. A person who believes in freedom of life. Someone who has skill and can make the perfect crime and has confidence that they won't be discovered.

 

[Kiwi]

I don't have lots of money however 10k seems awfully cheap for the job I'd definitely pay that.

Not likely to find someone to help in New Zealand for that price given the ramifications if one was caught.

Pity dignitas dosen't exist outside of Switzerland.

Not much help for us down here at the bottom of the globe sadly.
Seems to be quite a gap in the market to put it in layman's terms.....

 

[Dawn0071111]

This happens to so many that don't desite it, yet there is one who begs to be put out of misery... Im so sorry hun...

 

[HGL91]

Lol if someone murdered me for money, they'd be sorely disappointed!!...because I don't have a lot.

 

[MerrySkeleton]

This idea of paying to put a hit on yourself is of great interest to me. Has anyone here ever actually looked into it with any seriousness? If so, please shoot me a PM.

 

[Kiwi]

This idea of paying to put a hit on yourself is of great interest to me. Has anyone here ever actually looked into it with any seriousness? If so, please shoot me a PM.

If only right?

I think if there was someone willing to do so there would be a line of us!

I've thought about the viability of paying someone also but I think it would cost more than I have unfortunately and in such a small country practically impossible to find someone to do so.

 

[Kirkscoobz]

who is this person in the uk how you get in touch with them ?

Are you in the Uk

 

[intheend]

I think I maybe have someone in real life to help me out. I think I will ask him. If not, I don't get any troubles because he knows I'm suicidal.

I know about a couple who traveled together. One day she died from falling off the building they were on. People thought it was him pushed her down, but he never got suspected by police I think. Maybe we could do something like that?

Or if someone on here willing to do it, PM me. I don't have much money, but if I don't pay houserent the last month and save some money I will have a little bit.

 

[Rachel74]

10k is mega money to poor people like me ?? i can't even afford to save for dignitas i don't get enough money and i thought about selling my stuff but what i have is just everyday rubbish stuff . not worth anything to anyone or i would sell it .
i thought about a go fund me page but someone else put it on for dignitas and it was taken down by admin on there .
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if i had 10k i'd go to dignitas asap .

Who is to say that Dignitas would help you along the way, they have strict guidelines on who they help.
Dignitas is my preferred method and I'd happily fly to Switzerland to have it done when I'm ready or try and buy N. In chats with a guy who does supply me with sleeping tablets to see if he can get phenobarbital for me.

Are you in the Uk

I am