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theonewhosoonisdon3
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- Mar 4, 2023
- 11
There's a lot on this site and I'm a new user, not familiar with 99% of the lingo, but im ready to ctb I just want it to be painless and quickness isn't necessary but preferred.
I live in the USA, I want a gun but would have to wait longer to be able to use that method, I saw the SN method and would have to do more research on it cuz it seem viable but idk if it's the best option and I don't want to just puke it all up, and don't have a doctor for the other things to go with it. I was ready to use my knife but made the mistake of reading the effects of it and how painful that option is before doing it. I just want to cease existing all togehter so it gonna suck if my personal afterlife opinions are right but I do genuinely want out of this life.
I live in the USA, I want a gun but would have to wait longer to be able to use that method, I saw the SN method and would have to do more research on it cuz it seem viable but idk if it's the best option and I don't want to just puke it all up, and don't have a doctor for the other things to go with it. I was ready to use my knife but made the mistake of reading the effects of it and how painful that option is before doing it. I just want to cease existing all togehter so it gonna suck if my personal afterlife opinions are right but I do genuinely want out of this life.