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nevermeant2b

nevermeant2b

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Sep 11, 2023
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Decided Monday is the day, I plan to see my daughter over the week end, then Monday end existing, I've struggled all my life with mental health, bipolar, asd. I've been struggling long with my vision being full of floaters, and recently diagnosed with a rare brain disease called cadasil.

I can't see hanging a possibility I think the fear inducing feeling your body will produce will be a hell of a way to go so that's a no, I've seen what overdose does and that's horrible way to go, I think a fall from 75ft or higher will suffice, quick and done.

Any suggestions on an easy way with as much less pain as you can? Preferably one you cannot back out of other than what I have suggested?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope that you find freedom from your suffering, best wishes.
 
Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
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In my opinion, 75 feet is not enough to feel safe.


I can't tell you what to do because it's illegal.
If you can, check out the resources and threads on this site.
Maybe you'll find something suitable.
 
nevermeant2b

nevermeant2b

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Sep 11, 2023
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In my opinion, 75 feet is not enough to feel safe.


I can't tell you what to do because it's illegal.
If you can, check out the resources and threads on this site.
Maybe you'll find something suitable.
Possibly right but anything less I'd avoid
 
nevermeant2b

nevermeant2b

Member
Sep 11, 2023
43
I have a high bridge near my home, it's actually a world heritage site where each summer 1-3 people jump, all fatal. Last being a week ago, I believe it's 128ft, provided that there isn't a block in place or people watching the bridge that will be my option
 
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Username1359751

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Mar 14, 2024
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I have a high bridge near my home, it's actually a world heritage site where each summer 1/3 people jump, all fatal. Last being a week ago, I believe it's 128ft, provided that there isn't a block in place or people watching the bridge that will be my option
Do you mean 2/3 survive...?
 
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Username1359751

Enlightened
Mar 14, 2024
1,330
No all fatal, sorry my wording isn't great, 1/3 means 1 to 3 people jump a year, some years it might only be one others could be more.
You mean 1-3 people*
:) - up to three people*
- between one and three people*

A hyphen (-) between numbers can mean "and", "to", "between", or "through" depending on the context of the sentence.

1/3 means one out of every three, or a third of all people*

Hope that helps.
 
nevermeant2b

nevermeant2b

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Sep 11, 2023
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Didn't mean to confuse anyone sorry. Thank you for clearing it up for everyone to understand. I really appreciate it
 

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