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R0tt3n_R31L

R0tt3n_R31L

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Mar 12, 2023
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A few days (or weeks) back I posted a thread about my strick mother finding out about me using this site. The outcome? She has been using it against me in every little thing. My lips were bleeding a little and I told her I need to go out (which I obviously can't if it's not important) and she started mocking me about how I visit 'suicide sites' and how 'I'm just a nobody'. It hurts so fucking much.
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
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Your mom is such a jerk. I'm so sorry. You deserve so much better.
 
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bFre3

bFre3

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Apr 8, 2024
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Life sucks under horrible parents. I hate bad parents so, so much.
 
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darkenmydoorstep

Not Waving But Browned Off….
Sep 27, 2023
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A few days (or weeks) back I posted a thread about my strick mother finding out about me using this site. The outcome? She has been using it against me in every little thing. My lips were bleeding a little and I told her I need to go out (which I obviously can't if it's not important) and she started mocking me about how I visit 'suicide sites' and how 'I'm just a nobody'. It hurts so fucking much.
So nasty and unnecessary
 
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attheend13

attheend13

There is no such thing as love.
Oct 1, 2023
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A few days (or weeks) back I posted a thread about my strick mother finding out about me using this site. The outcome? She has been using it against me in every little thing. My lips were bleeding a little and I told her I need to go out (which I obviously can't if it's not important) and she started mocking me about how I visit 'suicide sites' and how 'I'm just a nobody'. It hurts so fucking much.
I'm a parent and I cannot imagine making my babies feel that way for a second. They are the only things in my life that have value. But I had parents who told me every single opportunity they got that I was worthless. My mom actually used that word. They both told me on different occasions I had ruined their life by being born. Just me not the other three siblings. The fault is not with you it's with a parent who would hurt their child like that. You didn't ask for this life, none of us did. But mom and dad are the only ones who had a hand in you being here. Sounds like she feels ashamed of her parenting that left you feeling so alone and she's projecting her own feelings on you. Shame on her. I may be worthless, but my girls, both now grown, are angels to me. You and I may never know a parents love but that doesn't make you unlovable, just unlucky.
 
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R0tt3n_R31L

R31LC&T!E
Mar 12, 2023
9
I'm a parent and I cannot imagine making my babies feel that way for a second. They are the only things in my life that have value. But I had parents who told me every single opportunity they got that I was worthless. My mom actually used that word. They both told me on different occasions I had ruined their life by being born. Just me not the other three siblings. The fault is not with you it's with a parent who would hurt their child like that. You didn't ask for this life, none of us did. But mom and dad are the only ones who had a hand in you being here. Sounds like she feels ashamed of her parenting that left you feeling so alone and she's projecting her own feelings on you. Shame on her. I may be worthless, but my girls, both now grown, are angels to me. You and I may never know a parents love but that doesn't make you unlovable, just unlucky.
I hope you find peace wherever you want.
 
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