sadgirlcentipede
She/Her
- Jan 13, 2024
- 8
Hey all. My girlfriend recently broke up with me over a lie I told during a manic episode and I'm questioning whether or not I'm ever gonna find someone else that was as amazing as her. I loved her. I missed her. She was the only person I ever dated that actually thought of me as her girlfriend and not her boyfriend. She was sweet and wonderful and I felt so loved by her. I've tried other people but there's usually some nagging issue that wasn't there for her. Maybe I'm just too picky, but I sincerely don't think I'll ever meet someone that amazing again, nonetheless date them, nonetheless for two damn years. I loved her. I miss her. It sucks because it's not even a scenario where I can blame her, because what I said was truly horrific, and the only way anyone could possibly excuse it is by hiding behind bipolar disorder. I loved her. I fucking miss her.