Venting miserable when im sober

[movies4guys]

feels like all of the positive emotions just disappeared from my life. i feel like i'm only half-alive. i can't perceive myself as a real person. i dunno. i'm in nicotine withdrawal so everything physically hurts and i can't feel good unless im drunk or high. i really miss my friends who graduated. i really miss being on t. i really miss not feeling like this.

 

[aRose]

I feel you. I crave a "head change" constantly. I just want to feel anything but the constant discomfort. Even if it's fleeting.

 

[vyvanceandvodka]

i understand you. i have a very unhealthy relationship with alcohol. it feels good when i drink (until it doesn't). living sober is hard. i'm sorry friend