AmyAstral0
Member
- Jan 7, 2024
- 17
i can't stop cutting and idk if i ever will, i don't even know if i want to stop, its the only thing that lets me cope some days
life is so draining i don't have a "safe" release, its the only way i can control myself
the scars will take years to heal over, if they even ever do. i've been doing it for so long i've gone over scars so much and i've gone over old cuts, and cuts that were still open
i've had so much blood on my hands its fucking gross, it sticks everywhere
i've been so tempted to ctb while i cut but i know it'll probably fail, and its on impulse so i don't know whethjer i actually want to ctb at that moment, and it'll probably fail
also if you're reading this and you're thinking about starting s/h: don't. you don't get anything from it, it's hard to quit, and you'lll be fucking miserable for it. it doesn't help and you just suffer more and more and there's no release, so please don't take any of this as a reason to start s/h if you don't do it already
life is so draining i don't have a "safe" release, its the only way i can control myself
the scars will take years to heal over, if they even ever do. i've been doing it for so long i've gone over scars so much and i've gone over old cuts, and cuts that were still open
i've had so much blood on my hands its fucking gross, it sticks everywhere
i've been so tempted to ctb while i cut but i know it'll probably fail, and its on impulse so i don't know whethjer i actually want to ctb at that moment, and it'll probably fail
also if you're reading this and you're thinking about starting s/h: don't. you don't get anything from it, it's hard to quit, and you'lll be fucking miserable for it. it doesn't help and you just suffer more and more and there's no release, so please don't take any of this as a reason to start s/h if you don't do it already