Might jump tommorow. Not sure yet.

[SHThrowAway213]

are you in the usa? there are not a lot of safety nets financially but there is a little that i know might help a bit

Sorry you're struggling, it's a difficult life on this crazy planet

I'm in the UK and it is very difficult

 

[ClonesAnnoyMe]

I'm very glad you decided not to jump, it takes alot of strength to persist.

I hope you find the strength to live through your pain

 

[SHThrowAway213]

I'm very glad you decided not to jump, it takes alot of strength to persist.

I hope you find the strength to live through your pain

Thank you

 

[peacefighter]

Tried going and I couldn't do it

Same here. Was so determined to go this morning, right up to about 3am and then I conked out and slept on and off for 12 hours and now here I am again, frustrated, distressed, facing another night and the fear of tomorrow.

 

[ClonesAnnoyMe]

Same here. Was so determined to go this morning, right up to about 3am and then I conked out and slept on and off for 12 hours and now here I am again, frustrated, distressed, facing another night and the fear of tomorrow.

Perhaps it was a sign, there are no mistakes

 

[peacefighter]

Yeah it does feel like my body is fighting against me, but my mind is still in such torment, want it over with.

 

[JuneIsTooBright]

What happens for y'all when you try to jump? I have yet to actually go to the bridge to try. It's like I'm too scared to find out how scared I am to actually do it. Any tips on what I can expect or how to push past the survival instincts?

Thanks to all the honest souls on here. SS is a comforting resource.

 

[Otto]

You have my number

 

[Soulless_Angel]

What happens for y'all when you try to jump? I have yet to actually go to the bridge to try. It's like I'm too scared to find out how scared I am to actually do it. Any tips on what I can expect or how to push past the survival instincts?

Thanks to all the honest souls on here. SS is a comforting resource.

We can talk experiences but that's as far as it goes, I once stood on a bridge for 8 hours, was ready to go, but people stopped me, that is my biggest advice, avoid people!! Next time im going to a different bridge with less people!

What to expect will be different for everyone, for me, I had a sense of freedom, a sense of control, a sense of total peace with myself.

 

[Suicide_vampire]

I always thought about a bridge but I'm terrified of heights, there's the Erskine Bridge just outside Glasgow which would be perfect but I think they now have cameras on it.

 

[MoreThanAFeeling]

Any tips on what I can expect or how to push past the survival instincts?

Have a clear mind (don't think of anything), be determined to die, and consider falling backwards or cover your eyes.

 

[Pan]

I'm sending you good energy but please don't jump, I would hate for you to be in more pain. I know you have money issues and so do I but please don't worry.

Jumping is one of the worst ways to go

I would think jumping from sufficient height would be the way to go. As little my as onlookers are safely out of harm's way, I think it would be a quick death, yes?