Method Might ctb within the next few weeks, anything i could improve?

[ill_]

I'm wondering if you have any tips on my plan so far. this is a plan that is technically 2 attempts
first i would take 300+ mg of prozac, so i could have people notice and actually care. i know that it won't work. i don't want it to work. i can do that whenever i feel a decently strong urge to ctb. then phase 2, partial suspension. whenever i am fully sure theres nothing in this life for me i can get my hands or a strong fabric or rope, or a hoodie drawstring as a plan b. i will of course be checked on regularly. when someone leaves after checking up on me, as soon as they're out of ear shot, i can do partial suspension from a doorknob after locking my door. any tips or tricks?

 

[eggsausagerice]

first i would take 300+ mg of prozac, so i could have people notice and actually care. i know that it won't work. i don't want it to work. i can do that whenever i feel a decently strong urge to ctb.

overdosing is dumb if you know it won't work. you'll have to go to a hospital and you'll probably get sent to a psych ward afterwards. you can't determine if people will care after you overdosed either, since they might not see it as a serious attempt.

i suggest just doing partial or full suspension with a polyester/nylon rope so that you aren't under supervision at home. i suggest doing more research on hanging as well, so that you're prepared.