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westernromanpatriot

westernromanpatriot

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Aug 22, 2024
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no but seriously how do i get over the feeling of not knowing how to word things
in chat or whatevs its fine but whenever it comes to anything bigger and freeform my brain just kinda shuts down and hates me and wants to just cease to exist lol

anyone can relate to this?
 
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Set Real Goul

Set Real Goul

Does'next on the menu' ring a bell for ya...normie
Jul 10, 2026
134
Real. Either my brain gives me absolutely nothing, or I end up writing some unhinged nonsense.
 
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LastNite

LastNite

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Mar 31, 2025
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I relate. It takes me a while to write something down. I stress over it and read the entire thing 3-5 times. Pour whatever your mind thinks of in there. Read it again, ask yourself does it look okay? if it doesn't then change whatever you find weird. Read it again till you get something that you're comfortable with posting.

For me the feeling never goes. I just read whatever I wrote again and again till I feel like it's okay enough.
 
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westernromanpatriot

westernromanpatriot

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Aug 22, 2024
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omg yes and the worst feeling is when you've read it like 20 times, hit send then have to ninjaedit it three times afterwards because your brain has decided not to tell you about the fuckup until you actually post it
 
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LastNite

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Mar 31, 2025
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omg yes and the worst feeling is when you've read it like 20 times, hit send then have to ninjaedit it three times afterwards because your brain has decided not to tell you about the fuckup until you actually post it
I've done that before. I was thinking what I was going to type out but my hands forgot to type it out so I ended up with missing words. I didn't realize till I posted it, I edited it out and hoped that no one saw it because I looked stupid. It happens don't stress it.
 
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limenlux

limenlux

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Jul 12, 2026
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People in other spaces have accused me of being a chatbot because I communicate like a weird, stilted alien, so don't feel too bad.
 
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