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DignifiedGrave

DignifiedGrave

GrinderofSouls
Jul 5, 2026
59
Finally sourced and ordered metoclopramide. Not through a doctor, im importing it. Won't say where from. I do know doing that can be risky but the doctor is tried to get to prescribe it to me wouldnt and only wanted to try a ppi which obviously doesnt work to stop vomiting nor block dopamine receptors. Im using sn as a backup in case hanging won't work. So ill probably delay may death past this weekend and wait for at least the sn to arrive so I can store it in two safe containers. One to hold my kilo(a lot i know) another to hold about 100 grams so I can hide it.
The large container I wont hide as well with the hope that if its found then it'll act like a decoy and protect the real stash.
Anybody here ever import metoclopramide into the U.S before?
 
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valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
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why is sn your backup but hanging your main method? isn't it the opposite for most people?
 
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GrinderofSouls
Jul 5, 2026
59
Because hanging is more accessible, and easier, and i decided in it months before I knew about sn and have it setup. Sn is just about certainty for me in case the more peaceful option fails.
Because hanging is more accessible, and easier, and i decided in it months before I knew about sn and have it setup. Sn is just about certainty for me in case the more peaceful option fails.
Oh and, honestly, its just my preference, ive been through it all with my noose and I even feel kind of attached to my method ngl.
 

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