Aphid
Rotting Failure.
- Apr 30, 2026
- 36
I've taken methylphenidate and energy drinks to induce some insane panic states, as well as other psychological weirdness that's allowed me to reach dermis when self harming. I'm truly unsure if this is a consistent method but it's done a number on me in the past.
I usually have consumed 200mg of caffeine and 27mg or 54mg of methylphenidate. The psychotic effect has helped me to reach a state where I am easier to get my body out of the way. The more separate I am mind with body, the easier it is for me to get it done.
I've done research, on it and it seems similar to caffeine overdoses, however it's more of a psychosis than an actual overdose.
I usually have consumed 200mg of caffeine and 27mg or 54mg of methylphenidate. The psychotic effect has helped me to reach a state where I am easier to get my body out of the way. The more separate I am mind with body, the easier it is for me to get it done.
I've done research, on it and it seems similar to caffeine overdoses, however it's more of a psychosis than an actual overdose.
