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isthisthingon

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May 16, 2026
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Because people without mental health issues don't understand the true pain. They take all of the peaceful methods away to "protect" us.
 
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Bishop

Bishop

This is the way
Mar 24, 2024
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What are they ?
Google euthanasia or assisted suicide. I guess I should be more precise. These are not easy, it's just the painless methods.
There are plenty of easy methods, but they aren't all lethal and there not painless.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,482
Because we exist in this horrific, dreadful world where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, it's just such terrible extreme cruelty how humans do all they can to force others to suffer in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, tragic mistake.

Making peaceful death inaccessible is such a horrific crime to me that just causes way more suffering and torture in this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel, there's just so much evil in anti-suicide, all that these people want is to make others be tortured in this existence for as much and as long as possible, I always suffer so much from existing in this horrific prison anti-suicide world where I'm so cruelly denied the option to never suffer again.
 
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Isolatedloser

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Dec 14, 2024
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To torture us with endless suffering. To keep us wageslaving. To ease the guilt of "not having done something" in either a caring parent or whoever (if applicable) or simply to make it "our fault" because "you're weak" Unfortunately it's also considered good to prevent suicide no matter what which is simply stupid. Like terminal illness assisted death (MAID) is still suicide and that's the only accepted one?? Even many with chronic pain who desire MAID get rejected for not being ill enough or not in the right geographic place. Some have been abounded by society and want no part in it anyway.
 
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deadpornstarr!

fated to pretend
May 20, 2026
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They take all of the peaceful methods away to "protect" us.

i can't help but see a lot of mainstream mental health stuff as js straight manipulation at a certain point .

the therapists ive had just kind of perpetuated the lies id hear from others about how they're "trying to help me" (i mean literally ... bio-dad lied to my face about medical shit... he wasnt trying to help me...) just constantly reinforcing doubt about if i really want to leave or not . it feels like theyre just trying to avoid having to be sad about it . she didnt want to cry over me and she didnt want my parents to cry over me and thats why she has to keep the poor suffering child alive and kicking .

then if you're really sad they just give you pills that trick your brain into thinking you don't hate it here . which just feels kind of dystopian , turning off natural thoughts of yours to be happy . id prefer to leave my brain be . i think id rather die than fuck with my brain chemistry . but maybe thats just an overreaction from me . (anti-anxiety pills were fun to have atleast . i dont remember the kind i got , i was pretty little still , but id just take them whenever i wanted to nap caus enough of them would knock me out lol (but dont do that probably))

and then , of course , taking away our ways out of it all. they saved me after my last failed attempt to ctb (od) and i lasted maybe a month or so thinking "oh wow im so glad they stopped me from doing that!" aaaaaand now its right back to the hating this all . siiiigh . they really shouldve just let it happen . but we dont want sad parents, or sad friends . so we'll make the kid sad instead . now shes just an adult thats even sadder . and she ran away from home anyway. god - _ -"
 
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Isolatedloser

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Dec 14, 2024
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I am critical of psychiatry and even therapy to some respect but mostly psychiatry. Many therapists don't know what they're doing to be honest. These "antidepressants" just numb you but also cause PSSD. Not a great thing that it's handed out to much. Our brains aren't meant for a drug induced state all the time but many (including me) are 🙄. what did you OD on? Some have a low chance of working. Anyway I hope you find peace living or not.
 
geepeedee

geepeedee

no future
Feb 24, 2026
243
hanging's pretty easy, it's just also painful and traumatizing.
 

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