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difficvltmachineryy

difficvltmachineryy

Szomorú vasárnap, száz fehér virággal 𔓘
May 9, 2026
21
Hi, new account, but long time lurker. I am from Hungary. I often hear people say that when you die, your brain works for seven mintues showing you the best moments in your life. Well, i didn't have many, much of my life i regret, otherwise i wouldn't be there, haha. But those few moments that were worth living for, i still want to see them flash before my eyes before i succumb to eternal sleep. Any CTB methods that would help me achieve this, or does this only occur with "natural" (aka non-self inflicted) death?
 
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difficvltmachineryy

difficvltmachineryy

Szomorú vasárnap, száz fehér virággal 𔓘
May 9, 2026
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Hey guys uhhhh sorry if this sounds like begging but please answer this 🥺👉👈
 
FrustratedMTFtrans

FrustratedMTFtrans

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Apr 17, 2026
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Maybe a slow dying process is needed to make the most of those flashbacks. Maybe it coukd last longer than 7 minutes then?
 
difficvltmachineryy

difficvltmachineryy

Szomorú vasárnap, száz fehér virággal 𔓘
May 9, 2026
21
Maybe a slow dying process is needed to make the most of those flashbacks. Maybe it coukd last longer than 7 minutes then?
Yeah, maybe. What slow dying process, what would make me have that process? Thank you for answering xoxo
 

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