missporcelain
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- Sep 24, 2023
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Female, 29, East Coast. I am scared of methods not working. I have benzos and 3 yo opioids and very sensitive to meds and alcohol.
I just don't know if I want to go alone. I believe in God and want my Bible with me to hold, however I hypothetically would go. I feel stuck, lost, sad, hopeless. It's an angst and sadness that haunts me and follows me. Even when life gets good, it's always there.
If anyone has painless options that would be a peaceful, non violent way to go…I want to know. My days are starting to get to that urgency of leaving and accepting my mortality; the unknown of leaving this earthly body. I long for Home…true rest…true everlasting peace.
And wondering how you prepare mentally for departure, and especially if you're Christian?
I just don't know if I want to go alone. I believe in God and want my Bible with me to hold, however I hypothetically would go. I feel stuck, lost, sad, hopeless. It's an angst and sadness that haunts me and follows me. Even when life gets good, it's always there.
If anyone has painless options that would be a peaceful, non violent way to go…I want to know. My days are starting to get to that urgency of leaving and accepting my mortality; the unknown of leaving this earthly body. I long for Home…true rest…true everlasting peace.
And wondering how you prepare mentally for departure, and especially if you're Christian?
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