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Aug 16, 2026
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I plan to CTB in my car (via partial suspension) , can anyone give me advice on how that should work. I've read that it's a mixed bag, you can go out painfully of peacefully, any survivors report any pain? How can I prevent pain as much as possible. I plan to ingest a mix of Xanax and Trazodone (and of course marijuana ) to keep myself as sedated (calm) as possible, any other medication I should consider?

Feeling nervous. I don't have health insurance and therefore I cannot afford to survive. I must ensure this method is as lethal as possible.
 
Cepheuss

Cepheuss

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Apr 17, 2023
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yeah you will feel pain but mainly discomfort alo its probably gonna take a few attempts dont get worked up, stop if you feel like ur heads gonna explode
 
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Aug 16, 2026
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Thank you for the advice
yeah you will feel pain but mainly discomfort alo its probably gonna take a few attempts dont get worked up, stop if you feel like ur heads gonna explode
 
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Widow39

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Aug 16, 2026
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How will you hang yourself in your car? I'm curious as there isn't really space for hang in a car
 

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