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Kokonoe

Kokonoe

Worthless, Broken Doll
Apr 20, 2023
72
I lost everything again. Permanently. nothing left. horrified. tried to hang myself. still trying. its not working. im scared. im freaking out. i cant keep living. what do i do. i need a method. please.

i was trying partial hanging. using bedsheets. tested it before seemed to work okay. cant tell if im fucking it up this time or it was never gonna work. i need any sort of method or help at all. please. i cant live.
 
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justaperfectday

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Oct 26, 2023
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I'm so sorry. Sounds terrible, and I'd be freaking out too. What other methods have you considered?
 
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lunar02102009

Lone1y_Lamp
Apr 12, 2025
211
I lost everything again. Permanently. nothing left. horrified. tried to hang myself. still trying. its not working. im scared. im freaking out. i cant keep living. what do i do. i need a method. please.

i was trying partial hanging. using bedsheets. tested it before seemed to work okay. cant tell if im fucking it up this time or it was never gonna work. i need any sort of method or help at all. please. i cant live.
life sucks for us , we jus gotta suffer i feel you if i could kill myself painlessly i would do it rn i cant live either i dont wanna live
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,509
I hope that you find the peace you wish for, it's just so cruel and dreadful to me how there's all this pain and suffering in existing.
 
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Defatigatis

Defatigatis

And at my funeral, i didn't see you there..
Aug 16, 2022
113
Unfortunately, any methods you research will require a certain amount of planning, and any attempt without this is more likely to be unsuccessful...


Sending you a lot of love, i'm really sorry that life wasn't kind to you the way you deserved it :(

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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,519
I am very sorry for your situation
wish you the best
hope you find relief from suffering ❤️‍🩹
 

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