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pinkroses444

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Oct 9, 2022
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I want to kill myself TONIGHT
I don't want to go through black markets / high expenses / wait times for sodium nitrite, I can't take my family's only car to a bridge that's hours away, I wanted to die by firearm i thought would be the most accessible method and quickest . Is there anything faster and not so complicated or incredibly painful or am I just being picky
I want to kill myself TONIGHT
I don't want to go through black markets / high expenses / wait times for sodium nitrite, I can't take my family's only car to a bridge that's hours away, I wanted to die by firearm i thought would be the most accessible method and quickest . Is there anything faster and not so complicated or incredibly painful or am I just being picky
I absolutely cannot take the agony of being alive anymore, every day it is the same thing , and nobody gives a damn about me, i'm a terrible person anyway i'm just so ready to go. Pls help me.
 
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myfinalform

myfinalform

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Oct 12, 2022
65
my advice for you is to take time if u can to find a good method that works for you, i know the feeling of everyday is the same thing, im stuck with this for 8 years straight, i know the pressure but i hope u can find peace in your mind to hang on
 
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miserableforever

miserableforever

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Oct 23, 2020
487
my advice for you is to take time if u can to find a good method that works for you, i know the feeling of everyday is the same thing, im stuck with this for 8 years straight, i know the pressure but i hope u can find peace in your mind to hang on
It's even harder when you have kids that rely on you. I am so there, but holding on cause there's no other option. I wish both of you a (sort of) happy Sunday.
 
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Callie Arcale

Callie Arcale

It’s a tale told by an idiot signifying nothing
Feb 10, 2021
853
If there was something fast and easy, I wouldn't be here to write this reply. Sadly, there isn't.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,333
Of course it would be ideal if it actually was that straightforward to leave this existence behind but the reality is that it isn't. At least to me suicide is actually very difficult. If only we could just choose to never wake again. But I understand that it can be so dreadful feeling trapped in a life that is just constant suffering with no relief. Wanting to escape from it all and permanently rest is understandable, so I wish you freedom.
 
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