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Ugory

Ugory

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Sep 27, 2022
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Hi there. I chose a method through methadone (intramuscular) + xanax (oral). I have the following questions
1. What dosage of methadone is required. 0,5g or 1g?
2. What dosage of xanax is required?
3. What is the procedure? Xanax first then methadone? Or how?
4. I should be isolated for 12 hours or more? Right?
Many thanks for answers!
 
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Smart No More

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Dude, where are you getting methadone? It's odd to see it mentioned as powder/weights in grams.

I'm aslo unsure about using it IV unless you're lucky enough to have the right solution.
 
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Ugory

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Dude, through black markets. There are no other sources in my country.
 
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Smart No More

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I can't find it at all. Would love a source.

1g would be lethal. I had a tolerance and drank 250mg and was really pushing my luck. I was really feeling sketchy.
 
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Ugory

Ugory

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I can make you a source if you are russian,
 
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Smart No More

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Unfortunately I'm not but thank you.
 
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elina

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Sep 25, 2022
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Hi. I had a friend that fell into a coma from methadone and xanax and woke up after 24 hours with amnesia. Methadone was taken orally though.
 
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Ugory

Ugory

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Sep 27, 2022
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Hi. I had a friend that fell into a coma from methadone and xanax and woke up after 24 hours with amnesia. Methadone was taken orally though.
Hi. Thanks for reply. Do you remember methadone and xanax dosages? Did an ambulance help him?
 
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elina

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Unfortunately i dont remember the dosage. Yes ambulance got her one day after
 
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Smart No More

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Amnesia would be from the xanax. I'd be curious to know how much methadone they took too. Methadone isn't the opioid I'd want to od on.
 
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Justnotme

Justnotme

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Mar 7, 2022
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I can make you a source if you are russian,
Hello. Tell me, please, have you already ordered methadone from the black market? I'm from Russia just now (I write in English so that other users just see what I'm asking). I wanted to write to you in private messages, but there is no such function yet, since you only became a member of the community yesterday, and I've been here for a year and a half, it seems. I do not remember.
Hi. I had a friend that fell into a coma from methadone and xanax and woke up after 24 hours with amnesia. Methadone was taken orally though.
Tell me, please, did your friend not remember only a few of some past days, or did he forget most of his life?
 
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elina

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Sep 25, 2022
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Hello. Tell me, please, have you already ordered methadone from the black market? I'm from Russia just now (I write in English so that other users just see what I'm asking). I wanted to write to you in private messages, but there is no such function yet, since you only became a member of the community yesterday, and I've been here for a year and a half, it seems. I do not remember.

Tell me, please, did your friend not remember only a few of some past days, or did he forget most of his life?
For some days she didn't remember us or who she was
For some days she didn't remember us or who she was. No idea for the black market. In Athens you get methadone pills on the street
 
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Smart No More

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May I know why?
I think because I have opioid/opiate experience and feel like heroin would be a quicker and more comfortable way. Methadone takes some time to take effect so the feeling would be prolonged but with heroin (IV) it would be really quick. I have a lot of experience with methadone and I like it in medium (30-50mg) doses but when I took high (250mg) doses it wasn't very nice. Made me feel really uncomfortable and like I was teetering on being ill but I wasn't nodding out/falling asleep. It was more like my body felt anxious and nervously energetic. Like it was fighting the methadone. I think that amount would probably kill or harm many people.
Hi! We can talk there endchan.org/bb, suicide thread.
You will get access to private message functions on the forum soon. Just make a few more posts and be online for a while and the private message and chat options will appear in the sites taskbar, top of page.
 
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Ugory

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Made me feel really uncomfortable and like I was teetering on being ill but I wasn't nodding out/falling asleep. It was more like my body felt anxious and nervously energetic. Like it was fighting the methadone.
I would like to faint..
 
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Yes, quick and painless.
I should say that what I described was a result of using it orally. If it's used IV it's probably much quicker and if so I'd probably have a different outlook on it. Intramuscular is no doubt quicker than orally ingested liquid too which is the only type of methadone I have experience with like I said. Intramuscular injection can be a little unpredictable though (variables on how you prepare it, your metabolism etc) and I don't know what the bioavailability is when done that way so that's probably something you should look into if you want it to be quick as possible. I really wish I could obtain powder myself. Just for long lasting pain relief tbh.
 
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Justnotme

I want to hang myself
Mar 7, 2022
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Hi! We can talk there endchan.org/bb, suicide thread.
I wrote to you in private messages, because now you have such a function. I just warned you, because suddenly you haven't seen my private messages because you haven't figured out how this forum works yet
 
Chronicillness

Chronicillness

Experienced
Jun 19, 2018
236
This method almost killed me while I was taking a bus home from the other side of town. I took clonazepam with it though. I was on a 90mg dose of methadone, once per day.
 
freelifexit

freelifexit

Specialist
Nov 7, 2021
391
Here is interview on Russian with guy who paralyzed leg and arm after OD on methadone, without medical intervention, just woke up, be careful.

 
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Ugory

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Sep 27, 2022
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Here is interview on Russian with guy who paralyzed leg and arm after OD on methadone, without medical intervention, just woke up, be careful.


Thanks. It's an accidental overdose though.
 
quietam pacem12

quietam pacem12

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Aug 22, 2022
70
Ich denke, weil ich Erfahrung mit Opioiden/Opiaten habe und das Gefühl habe, dass Heroin ein schnellerer und bequemerer Weg wäre. Methadon braucht einige Zeit, um zu wirken, so dass das Gefühl länger anhält, aber mit Heroin (IV) würde es wirklich schnell gehen. Ich habe viel Erfahrung mit Methadon und mag es in mittleren (30-50 mg) Dosen, aber wenn ich hohe (250 mg) Dosen nahm, war es nicht sehr schön. Ich fühlte mich wirklich unwohl und als würde ich krank werden, aber ich nickte nicht ein / schlief nicht ein. Es war eher so, als ob sich mein Körper ängstlich und nervös und energisch anfühlte. Als würde es gegen das Methadon kämpfen. Ich denke, dass diese Menge wahrscheinlich viele Menschen töten oder verletzen würde.

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Das denke ich auch. Heroin lässt einen innerhalb von wenigen Sekunden nichts mehr mitbekommen. Ich habe mir heute alles geholt. Sehr sauberes und null gestreckt. Es wird mich umhauen. Mit Benzos dazu.
Diesen weg, ohne Schmerzen bevorzuge ich definitiv.
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