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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,210
Lamb Of God-Nevermore :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









"Nevermore"

Driving down blistered severe
The rapacious maw of our despair
Black dog follows, strip club echoes
The raven's shadow across the ghetto

Up the hill in an unmarked grave
The mother of American darkness lays
Liberty or death to start the battle
There's nonesuch place for human chattel

Hanging by a threat
Now you can choke on it
Hanging by a threat
So go and choke on it
This is a reckoning
You hear the ravens scream
Hanging by a threat
So go and choke on it

Across the devil's own half acre
There's rusted gallows for an angel
The ghosts that built this city scream
Of commerce and inhumanity

Cancer rides the freeway's edge
Falling statues and cigarettes
Bullets whip the screaming kettle
As teargas cloaks the monumental

Hanging by a threat
Now you can choke on it
Hanging by a threat
So go and choke on it
This is a reckoning
You hear the ravens scream
Hanging by a threat
So go and choke on it

Chained beneath a parking lot
Savaged on the auction block
In antebellum geography
Rage, horror, history

Hanging by a threat
Now you can choke on it
Hanging by a threat
So go and choke on it
This is a reckoning
You hear the ravens scream
Hanging by a threat
So go and choke on it

Nevermore
Nevermore​
 
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Mar 23, 2018
8,210
Def Leppard-Rock Of Ages :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






 
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Lebensunwertes

Du bist auf dich allein gestellt
May 26, 2022
141
 
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Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,210
Asking Alexandria-Faded Out :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









I don't wanna wake up lately
The days are getting longer
It feels just like I'm going through the motions
I don't know what's wrong with me
I wanna try, I wanna care
I wanna feel alive like I used to
I wanna be someone, do something
But it feels a little like sleepwalking
I'm faded out
I keep trying to stand, but I'm falling down
I'm stuck inside a loop, why can't I shake it off?
Is it not enough to wanna get better?
I'm faded out
And it's not getting better
Gimme something real to hold on to
'Cause I don't know what's real anymore
I'm walking through the haze, tryna find you
The person that I was before
I gave it all, and I found a hole
That I didn't know was hiding
Thought I knew who I was, looks like I was wrong
And I've been out lost sleepwalking
I'm faded out
I keep trying to stand, but I'm falling down
I'm stuck inside a loop, why can't I shake it off?
Is it not enough to wanna get better?
I'm faded out
And it's not getting better
I wanna find some peace of mind, I need a lifeline, please somebody, please somebody
I can't seem to wake up, something's gotta give 'fore I give up
I can't live like this, I hate everything I feel 'cause I don't feel anything anymore
And I don't know why, I just wanna stop time to catch my breath
I'm faded out
I keep trying to stand, but I'm falling down
I'm stuck inside a loop, why can't I shake it off?
Is it not enough to wanna get better?
I'm faded out
And it's not getting better
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,210
Nothing More-Tired Of Winning :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









God got tired of winnin'
And that's why we're here, and that's why we're here
He wanted a surprise endin'
And that's why we fear, and that's why we fear

Objects in the sky descendin'
Objects in the sky detectin'
So will we steer this ship straight through the void
Or turn on ourselves and die out?

Are you tired of winnin'?
'Cause it's already over
We were never enough, never enough
Are you tired of winnin'?
No one's comin' to save us
Are you gonna live this life, live this life alone?

The devil's cut is the angеl's envy
That's why we're lustin', that's why we're lustin'

The truth is never the fantasy
That's why we bend things, that's why we bend things

Objects in the sky descendin'
Objects in the sky detectin'
So will we steer this ship straight through the void
Or turn on ourselves and die out?

Are you tired of winnin'?
'Cause it's already over
We were never enough, never enough
Are you tired of winnin'?
No one's comin' to save us
Are you gonna live this life, live this life alone?

How will we hear the truth cut through the noise?
Or do we drown ourselves, drown ourselves all out?

Are you tired of winnin'?
'Cause it's already over
We were never enough, never enough
Are you tired of winnin'?
No one's comin' to save us
Are you gonna live this life, live this life alone?

Alone
Are you tire of winnin'?
Are gonna live this life, live this life
 
Ethereal Knight

Ethereal Knight

Seja um bom soldado, morra onde você caiu.
Jan 10, 2022
817
Band: Light Field Reverie
Song: Another World
Genres: Gothic/Doom Metal, Atmospheric Doom, Progressive, Post-Metal, Ethereal / Dream Metal)




We aligned to traverse the worlds
That kept us apart
We became the eye of the storm
And held on like never before

I felt the tremors
The moment we got here
A riling nightmare
Sooner or later
The Nothing will take us

Then we remembered how to dream
And I whispered "Now ride likе the wind"
Then a star appearеd up ahead
You turned to me and you said:

"You and I belong to another world
A shelter from this desolation
Where we'll never wake up
Can you imagine us under golden skies
A place where we can make-believe in
Something more than fiction"

Don't open your eyes
All we need is a wish
To take us away from here
Not a moment too late
We began to flicker and fade
And left behind nothing but dust

Now I don't remember
The way that we got here
Left all our memories to die
Sooner or later
The void became greater
Then we remembered everything
And you promised me this wasn't the end
When the stars fell down from the sky
I held you close and I cried:

"You and I belong to another world
A shelter from this desolation
Where we'll never wake up"

Then you remind me there's so much more to find
A place where we can make believe in
Something more than fiction

"You and I belong to another world
A shelter from this desolation
Where we'll never wake up
Can you imagine us under golden skies
A place where we can make-believe in
Something more than fiction"

1658261287626
 
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L I F E T O L O S E

only you can stop the evil
Sep 18, 2020
463


 
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obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,471
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,210
Ozzy Osbourne-Patient #9 :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Every hallway's painted white as the light
That will guide you to your help
Making friends with strangers inside my mind
'Cause they seem to know me well

Hiding the pills inside your mouth
Swallow 'em down then spit them out
I hear the laughter scream and shout
No tomorrow

When they call your name, better run and hide
Tell you you're insane. you believe their lies
(Ooh) I'm not getting out, no I'm not getting out alive
(Ooh) I'm not getting out, 'cause I'm patient number 9

When the sun goes down, the animals cry
That's a sound you won't forget
It's the mirror's face you don't recognize
It'll get you in the end

Hiding the pills inside your mouth
Swallow 'em down then spit them out
I hear the laughter scream and shout
Someone help me

When they call your name, better run and hide
Tell you you're insane. you believe their lies
(Ooh) I'm not getting out, no I'm not getting out alive
(Ooh) I'm not getting out, 'cause I'm patient number 9

When the walls of a padded cell become reality
How many tears 'til I drown myself 'cause no one cries for me?
If there's a God, why'd he let the devil do his work on me? Oh, yeah
If there's a God, what am I doing here?

When they call your name, better run and hide
Tell you you're insane. you believe their lies
(Ooh) I'm not getting out, no I'm not getting out alive
(Ooh) I'm not getting out, 'cause I'm patient number 9
 
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L I F E T O L O S E

only you can stop the evil
Sep 18, 2020
463




 
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Silenos

Ṿ̸̄Ọ̶͂Ỉ̶͉D̴̞͝ ̴̲̐A̷̾͜W̷̪͒Ā̵̯I̵͍̅T̵̛͔S̷̗͛
Jul 25, 2020
1,056
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,210
In Flames-State Of Slow Decay :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









It is my reflection
But I know it's not me
I am becoming something else
I feel the weight of the key

This place is falling apart
There's no way back
Passing through the gates
A new shadow will reveal itself

The stories have run their course
None of them make sense
We are all someone else's fool
Buried in our own debris
Destroy the things you know
Destroy yoursеlf in shame
Before tomorrow comеs
Destroy everything

Faith alone won't sustain
We're in a state of slow decay
I hear, forgive, and forget
But I see there's no way

Ooh, seen it through the accolades
It all should be a great success
But there are so many burdens
World is heavy and full of distress

The stories have run their course
None of them make sense
We are all someone else's fool
Buried in our own debris
Destroy the things you know
Destroy yourself in shame
Before tomorrow comes
Destroy everything

Faith alone won't sustain
We're in a state of slow decay
I hear, forgive, and forget
But I see there's no way
 
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AprilieJalnic

Member
Mar 5, 2022
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L I F E T O L O S E

only you can stop the evil
Sep 18, 2020
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Pessimist

Arcanist
May 5, 2021
419
[Death/Doom]

[Death/Doom]

[Melodic Death]

[Doom]
 
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Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,210
Slipknot-Yen :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










"Yen"

You're the sin that I've been waiting for
The hands around my throat
It's all I can think about
The smell of sweat and blood
I would feed you all my pleasures
Just to drown in all of yours
Have you heard of me?
Are you hurting me?
Let me savor what I'm waiting for
A chance to make me choke
You're all I can think about
The taste is red and rust
Can I hold you in my mouth
Until I fade into this form?
Can you cover me?
Will you breathe for me?

As the knife goes in, cut across my skin
When my death begins
I wanna know that I was dying for you
I died for you
As the knife goes in, cut across my skin
When my death begins
I wanna know that I was dying for you
I died for you

I don't know what has happened yet
A surge of panicked zeal
Worry when it's not effect
This game is fine by me
All the words for retribution
Only add up to revenge
Overpower me
Devour me

As the knife goes in, cut across my skin
When my death begins
I wanna know that I was dying for you
I died for you
As the knife goes in, cut across my skin
When my death begins
I wanna know that I was dying for you
I died for you

Show me all the deaths are the same
Show me you'll remember my name
Show me all the deaths are the same
You will remember my name

I wish this pain could last forever
Forever
I wish this kill could make me suffer
For good

As the knife goes in, cut across my skin
When my death begins
I wanna know that I was dying for you
I died for you
As the knife goes in, cut across my skin
When my death begins
I know that I am dying for you
I'll died for you​
 
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Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,210
A Day To Remember-Miracle :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
















If you could only feel the way that I feel
Ready for the war to come my way
Yeah, I struggled so I know what it takes
The pressure only builds 'til it breaks
If you could only feel the way that I feel

You may think it's something spiritual

But I'm betting on the right here, right now
To hell with all the someday, somehow
I've waited long enough
Waited long enough
(Don't need a miracle)

Right here, right now
To hell with all the someday, somehow
I've waited long enough
Waited long enough
(Don't need a miracle)

You might think it's something spiritual
But I don't need a fucking miracle

If you could only see the way that I see
You could find the faith to take the leap
It only took one shot to prove I'm not made of glass
There's no pain you could cause that won't eventually pass
If you could only see the way that I see

You'd be betting on the right here, right now
To hell with all the someday, somehow
I've waited long enough
Waited long enough
(Don't need a miracle)

Right here, right now
To hell with all the someday, somehow
I've waited long enough
Waited long enough
(Don't need a miracle)

You might think it's something spiritual
But I don't need a fucking miracle

No weapon formed against me shall prosper
My will is stronger

Stronger! (Stronger! Stronger)

Wait

You may think it's something spiritual

But I'm betting on the right here, right now
To hell with all the someday, somehow
I've waited long enough
Waited long enough

(Don't need a miracle)
Right here, right now
To hell with all the someday, somehow
I've waited long enough
Waited long enough
(Don't need a miracle)

You might t
If you could only feel the way that I feel
Ready for the war to come my way
Yeah, I struggled so I know what it takes
The pressure only builds 'til it breaks
If you could only feel the way that I feel

You may think it's something spiritual

But I'm betting on the right here, right now
To hell with all the someday, somehow
I've waited long enough
Waited long enough
(Don't need a miracle)

Right here, right now
To hell with all the someday, somehow
I've waited long enough
Waited long enough
(Don't need a miracle)

You might think it's something spiritual
But I don't need a fucking miracle

If you could only see the way that I see
You could find the faith to take the leap
It only took one shot to prove I'm not made of glass
There's no pain you could cause that won't eventually pass
If you could only see the way that I see

You'd be betting on the right here, right now
To hell with all the someday, somehow
I've waited long enough
Waited long enough
(Don't need a miracle)

Right here, right now
To hell with all the someday, somehow
I've waited long enough
Waited long enough
(Don't need a miracle)

You might think it's something spiritual
But I don't need a fucking miracle

No weapon formed against me shall prosper
My will is stronger

Stronger! (Stronger! Stronger)

Wait

You may think it's something spiritual

But I'm betting on the right here, right now
To hell with all the someday, somehow
I've waited long enough
Waited long enough

(Don't need a miracle)
Right here, right now
To hell with all the someday, somehow
I've waited long enough
Waited long enough
(Don't need a miracle)

You might think it's something spiritual
But I don't need a fucking miracle
hink it's something spiritual
But I don't need a fucking miracle
 
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Regrets

★★★★★
Aug 7, 2022
31

Silence moving away from your form
Silent night closing in in your soul
Everlasting memories to drown
Endless nightmares to follow you
When you cannot wake
Pure life, entiwined in all these tears
How can I understand?
Real life, without you by my side
How can I wake up?
And though I wished
To turn the hands of time
How can I understand?
And though I wished
To bring you here again
How can I wake up?
How can I be there
To kneel when I need you
How can I be there
Just to see me for long as to who I am
Departing
How can I be there
Just to see my anguish
How can I be there
Just to see me longing one more time
Departing
How can I be there
For long for everything
For the years that I've lost just to be with you
Departing
How can I be there
Just to see my anguish
How can I be there
Just to see me suffer one last time
Departing
Though I wished and though I tried
I will bring you back again
Though I wished and though I tried
I will be for you right here
And though I wished
To turn the hands of time
How can I understand?
And though I wished
To bring you here again
How can I wake up?
 
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Rogue Proxy

Enlightened
Sep 12, 2021
1,316
Rat King's Ghost - "Doom & Roll Won't Save Your Soul"


Rat King's Ghost - "Red Room"
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,210
Lacuna Coil-Heaven's A Lie :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Oh, no
Here it is again
I need to know when I will fall in to decay
Something wrong with every plan of my life
I didn't really notice that you've been here

Dolefully desired, destiny of a lie

Set me free, your heaven's a lie
Set me free with your love, set me free, yeah
Set me free, your heaven's a lie
Set me free with your love, set me free, yeah

Oh, no
Here it is again
I need to know why did I choose to betray you
Something wrong with all the plans of my life
I didn't realize that you've been here

Dolefully desired, destiny of a lie

Set me free, your heaven's a lie
Set me free with your love, set me free, yeah
Set me free, your heaven's a lie
Set me free with your love, set me free, yeah

Dolefully desired

Set me free, your heaven's a lie
Set me free with your love, set me free, yeah
Set me free, your heaven's a lie
Set me free with your love, set me free, yeah
Set me free, your heaven's a lie
Set me free with your love, set me free, yeah
 
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TiredLostHope20

SN Arrived!
Aug 24, 2022
135

 
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Shikamaru

Shikamaru

ᡕᠵ᠊ᡃ່࡚ࠢ࠘⸝່ࠡࠣ᠊߯᠆ࠣ࠘ᡁࠣ࠘᠊᠊ࠢ࠘𐡏 ˚⁎⁺˳⋆ Misslilly 𓆩 ♡ 𓆪
Jun 13, 2022
105
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,210
Watain-We Remain :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










How red and full of truth are not
The stories by the fires told?
Absorbed and passed on by every dreamer
Madly drunk from embers glow

Always with the whirling dust
Of winding roads to mask our trail
And cloak the paths 'pon which we rode
So that legends dim might tell our tale

On waves of wildest oceans borne
In roaring chant a song unheard
Thus was brought the lore, to havens far
The echo of the primal word

For what is truth but what we make it?
A tale deformed by wind and rain
By temple stone and eager flame
Concealed, in spirit

We remain
We remain
We remain
We remain

Like a marooned enchantress stranded in the tropic of deceit
The truth abides within us all
Patiently awaiting the rise of her star
And its vengeful light to shine on our betrayal

For in the breaking of the final dawn and the silencing of all
Her muted voice shall rise in grace anew
At the unweaving of the webs and the dismantling of the world
We will remember her

Hark unto its hissing tongue
That dark wind of which dreams are made
On it blows, that fateful song
On and on and on

What if life is but an intermission?
The flickering of dying flame
And in the endless night in which it burns
Concealed, forever

We remain
We remain
We remain
We remain
 
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Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,210
Slipknot-The Dying Song :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Put your hands into the water
Let your mouth go sick and dry
Put your life into your death now
Let them sing until you die
Die, die, die, yeah

Radical rather than rhetorical, babble like an oracle
Why am I always in your debt?
Father and the son and the holy ghost
Communist comatose, show me all the wagers are a bet
The middle of a nuclear winter is a modern achievement of the retro apocalyptic horde
Satan? You must be mistaken, there are no more satans
Only the bosses on the board
Forget, deny, ignore, nice try, it's you
Regret, rely, remorse inside of you
Yeah

Maybe you've been down too long
Maybe you've been down too long

The heart begins to suffer
When the soul has given up
And the flesh is barely more than bone
When no one else is listening
Only when you've had enough
Time to sing this dying song alone
Put your hands into the water
Let your mouth go sick and dry
Put your life into your death now
Let them sing until you die
Die, die, die, yeah

Maybe you've been down too long
Maybe you've been down too long

Think hard, you bastards
You're gonna tell me why
If I don't get an answer
You're gonna sing and die
Think hard, you bastards
You're gonna tell me why
If I don't get an answer
You're gonna sing and die

The heart begins to suffer
When the soul has given up
And the flesh is barely more than bone
When no one else is listening
Only when you've had enough
Time to sing this dying song alone
Put your hands into the water
Let your mouth go sick and dry
Put your life into your death now
Let them sing until you die
Put your hands into the water
Let your mouth go sick and dry
Put your life into your death now
Let them sing until you die​
 
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Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,210
Chelsea Grin-Origin Of Sin :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Fury, Hell hath no fury
Mercy, I need your mercy

Shadow work incomplete, abundant worry cease to bleed
You are mine in your mind so constantly, inescapably
Sweetest child, don't you see? The veil is so thin
Soon all will see, life will see, we have been deceived

But as we're born anew
The water birth, we tried and true
Blackness spawned, now ends consumed
Man's wisdom will surpass doom
I know we struggle here
The ways of old will die again
Some of us will lie with them
To end the cycle of endless fear

You'll soon remember why you're here

And so it was written and spoken to few
Empty brotherhoods from tainted truth
From Egyptian times to modern rule
We asked for truth, but were only fooled
Don't cast your stones at me
Because you simply cannot perceive
What you've been subjected to
We must question all, or we are doomed

But as we're born anew
The water birth, we tried and true
Blackness spawned, now ends consumed
Man's wisdom will surpass doom
I know we struggle here
The ways of old will die again
Some of us will lie with them
To end the cycle of endless fear

Your spirit is attainable, but locked within you
Between the bone, blood, and sinew
This forever journey only continues
Reaching deep within, remember what you once knew

And so it was written, and spoken to few
Empty brotherhoods from tainted truth
From Egyptian times to modern rule
We asked for truth, but were only fooled
Don't cast your stones at me
Because you simply cannot perceive
What you've been subjected to
We must question all, or we are doomed

And so it was written and spoken to few
Empty brotherhoods from tainted truth
From Egyptian times to modern rule
We asked for truth but were only fooled

Think or die
Die
Die
Think or die
Think or die
 
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leeloosnow

Warlock
Aug 28, 2022
725
@Rogue Proxy love the Rat King's Closet!
@not-2-b-the-answer love lacuna coil, saw them in atlanta ga a long time ago.

one of my faves haggard -herr mannelig
 
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