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Apr 16, 2019
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So it begins, limbo. Tracking says it passed customs. Postal office claims non existence of the package. If I had a gun I would end this right here.
 
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fisil

Arcanist
Mar 9, 2019
432
So it begins, limbo. Tracking says it passed customs. Postal office claims non existence of the package. If I had a gun I would end this right here.
Oh, really? Where are you from?
 
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DarkStar1

Member
Apr 2, 2019
72
So it begins, limbo. Tracking says it passed customs. Postal office claims non existence of the package. If I had a gun I would end this right here.
I'm very sorry to hear that. Did you use courier or standard shipping?
 
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I dont wanna reveal to much. I am just venting lol
 
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Allpainnogain

Experienced
May 2, 2019
203
Hello, how much faster delivery is the private courier compared to regular post?
I'm about to order N from A.
I'm in Europe.
Thanks.
He said a couple of weeks faster
 
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DarkStar1

Member
Apr 2, 2019
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Has anyone had (or is aware of someone that has had) their N seized by customs? Similarly, has anyone (or is aware of someone) that has had legal issues from importing N? I'm concerned about customs and the possible legal consequences of getting caught importing N.
 
dolphin

dolphin

aquatic thing
Feb 7, 2019
213
A got my transfer today and I'm hoping that my package ships this weekend. Very anxious about picking it up from the post office.

Has anyone had (or is aware of someone that has had) their N seized by customs? Similarly, has anyone (or is aware of someone) that has had legal issues from importing N? I'm concerned about customs and the possible legal consequences of getting caught importing N.
Same, but it is a chance I am willing to take. If you have a psychiatric history though, are they really going to throw you in jail for this? I feel like there would be a way to get out of some of the legal repercussions.
How do you guys think that A feels about all of this? Does he feel sad? Understanding? What would have even enabled him to start doing this in the first place?
 
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intheweeds

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Mar 20, 2019
182
What would have even enabled him to start doing this in the first place?

Money. I imagine doing this has him living pretty comfortably. It's a lot of money, even more so when exchanged to local currency/pesos.
 
dolphin

dolphin

aquatic thing
Feb 7, 2019
213
Money. I imagine doing this has him living pretty comfortably. It's a lot of money, even more so when exchanged to local currency/pesos.
No I agree that that is definitely the motivation, but how do you think he started shipping this to suicidal people in the first place?
 
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intheweeds

Student
Mar 20, 2019
182
No I agree that that is definitely the motivation, but how do you think he started shipping this to suicidal people in the first place?

Most likely saw people visiting Mexico to buy it and saw a opportunity and decided to sell it.

I'm more curious as to what kind of agreement Exit has with him, if any at all since they essentially drive most of his business with the PPEH
 
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Experienced
Apr 16, 2019
250
Ok. Postman delivered the package this morning. I needed some time to collect myself.
If you have some questions I will be happy to answer.
 
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Honigwaffel

Student
Apr 9, 2019
154
Has anyone had (or is aware of someone that has had) their N seized by customs? Similarly, has anyone (or is aware of someone) that has had legal issues from importing N? I'm concerned about customs and the possible legal consequences of getting caught importing N.
Yes, my first package was seized by customs. Did not result in any legal issues even though I opened the package right infront of an officer. They just kept it for one week and destroyed it after that period. That depends a little bit on the country you are from (I'm from germany).

Very anxious about picking it up from the post office.

Same, but it is a chance I am willing to take. If you have a psychiatric history though, are they really going to throw you in jail for this? I feel like there would be a way to get out of some of the legal repercussions.
You don't have to be nervous about picking it up. It is just a normal package, doesn't look shady or anything. Be confident about it :)
 
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It took about 2 weeks for the package to reach my country in east Europe. Then it took about 4-5 days for the package to be processed by customs and my postal service.
 
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fisil

Arcanist
Mar 9, 2019
432
It took about 2 weeks for the package to reach my country in east Europe. Then it took about 4-5 days for the package to be processed by customs and my postal service.
You really do this today or next couple of days? How do you prepare yourself to do it?
 
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Experienced
Apr 16, 2019
250
I am leaving some pretty mean demons behind. I was preparing for much more painfull death. It's gonna be like taking a candy.
 
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Experienced
Apr 16, 2019
250
Well I got everything I need. I am thinking of doing it in the woods. So that would complete evrything I always wanted. Dying peacefully and nobody ever finding my body. Not setting the date yet.
 
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IronTusk

Experienced
Apr 10, 2019
266
Well I got everything I need. I am thinking of doing it in the woods. So that would complete evrything I always wanted. Dying peacefully and nobody ever finding my body. Not setting the date yet.
Does it seem like a lot of liquid?
 
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NOT

Experienced
Apr 16, 2019
250
No. They are much smaller then I expected. I asked A if I needed a third bottle (I am 100kg).
He sent me 3. I am thinking of mixing it with blueberry juice. I dont know why, I think orange or peach would do the job. I am just gonna plug my nose. I am going with antiemetic regimen he recommends in first e-mail. Powder is obviously better option, but you can not be sure about purity even if you get it.
 
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fisil

Arcanist
Mar 9, 2019
432
I'll try to chug as much as possible and then might mix if the taste is really that bad. I prepare everything before i chug
 
intheweeds

intheweeds

Student
Mar 20, 2019
182
I'll try to chug as much as possible and then might mix if the taste is really that bad. I prepare everything before i chug

Not sure if that's a good idea. The stuff hits fast. There's a very real possibility that the amount you chug will knock you out before you have time to mix the rest.
 
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fisil

Arcanist
Mar 9, 2019
432
Not sure if that's a good idea. The stuff hits fast. There's a very real possibility that the amount you chug will knock you out before you have time to mix the rest.
For this reason i prepare everything all i have to do then is put the liquid in another bottle/glass this should be enough time. If i chug i really need to drink at least half of the liquid for peacefull death
 
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Vidar33

Member
May 14, 2019
65
It took about 2 weeks for the package to reach my country in east Europe. Then it took about 4-5 days for the package to be processed by customs and my postal service.

Question, if I may: did you obtain the tracking number right from the beginning, or did you ask for it later? I am not sure if I am allowed to ask this, so please feel free to ignore, if you do or cannot reply. I am in Eastern Europe as well.
 
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NOT

Experienced
Apr 16, 2019
250
About 15 days after he sent the package I got worried and asked him for tracking number. By that time package was already in my country. Tracking was very specific and described when package was at the customs and when it was processed. When your local post office takes over the package you will not be able to track it anymore.
 
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rata1

Arcanist
May 8, 2019
448
are there any points that i have to consider ordering n from a, does he need any kee words or such things, things that i shouldnt say. there are rumors that one shouldnt say that he or she has depressions....
 
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