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The threads about N on the last three pages contain enough information about the process of taking it. There should be a thread about enema, too. But I don't remember.
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No, but I thought someone in the thread said I could get them from A. I just wish I knew how this stuff tasted to me before I went through with it. Honestly I may wind up just practicing/preparing to do an enema in case I know I can't hold it in the stomach.
The threads about N on the last three pages contain enough information about the process of taking it. There should be a thread about enema, too. But I don't remember.
update on contact with A (and a condensed section of answers to questions above):
i emailed A yesterday and received a response today. the response offered detailed info on product, shipping options, and payment options.
if you're interested in specifics i suggest emailing A. briefly, A offers 1 specific product - 100ml liquid containing 6.3gm NaPentobarb.
A will ship regular post free or private post at additional cost
A offered 4 options for payments
A notes specific countries where delivery is banned as well as countries where customs are difficult. A also states outright that shipping internationally is a risk (estimated that around 10% of packages are detained) and therefore there is no guarantee to receive. as a result A does not offer a refund in the case of no delivery but will offer to send again at an unspecified lower cost.
i am not confirming/validating/endorsing A; rather, after reading through numerous pages of questions, concerns, doubts, etc. i thought i would provide an ongoing reporting of my experience.
**i am not interested in being a source of specifics related to cost, contact info, etc. my aim is simply to document my experience so that other readers can decide if they want to pursue this particular path. A's information is available through the pph which can be found in the resources sticky at the top of the sanctioned suicide main thread.**
update on contact with A (and a condensed section of answers to questions above):
i emailed A yesterday and received a response today. the response offered detailed info on product, shipping options, and payment options.
if you're interested in specifics i suggest emailing A. briefly, A offers 1 specific product - 100ml liquid containing 6.3gm NaPentobarb.
A will ship regular post free or private post at additional cost
A offered 4 options for payments
A notes specific countries where delivery is banned as well as countries where customs are difficult. A also states outright that shipping internationally is a risk (estimated that around 10% of packages are detained) and therefore there is no guarantee to receive. as a result A does not offer a refund in the case of no delivery but will offer to send again at an unspecified lower cost.
i am not confirming/validating/endorsing A; rather, after reading through numerous pages of questions, concerns, doubts, etc. i thought i would provide an ongoing reporting of my experience.
**i am not interested in being a source of specifics related to cost, contact info, etc. my aim is simply to document my experience so that other readers can decide if they want to pursue this particular path. A's information is available through the pph which can be found in the resources sticky at the top of the sanctioned suicide main thread.**
people, I got a question: instead of metoclopramide I would like to use dimenhydrinate (stat dose 100mg 1 hour prior). I don't want metoclopramide because I reacted strongly to effexor which is a anti-depressant, but kind of similar to metoclopramide. Also I am afraid of Tardive dyskinesia (TD) and extrapyramidal reactions (in case I should abort the suicide attempt). So I wanna go with dimenhydrinate which is cheap and over-the-counter. Any advice, any ideas, suggestions?
Thanks for your answer... though I'm still scared of falling into a coma and possibly even waking up afterwards... But I guess we all take our chances with this. I really want to believe it's genuine
people, I got a question: instead of metoclopramide I would like to use dimenhydrinate (stat dose 100mg 1 hour prior). I don't want metoclopramide because I reacted strongly to effexor which is a anti-depressant, but kind of similar to metoclopramide. Also I am afraid of Tardive dyskinesia (TD) and extrapyramidal reactions (in case I should abort the suicide attempt). So I wanna go with dimenhydrinate which is cheap and over-the-counter. Any advice, any ideas, suggestions?
you are correct on the dose - 100 mg 1 hour prior is recommended
while pph recommends metoclopramide they advise that if neurological effects are a concern domperidone or ondansetron are alternatives.
hope that is useful.
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Does anyone have experience with using sharemoney as payment? It seems to be an option and probably easier and quicker, but is it as secure as bitcoin?
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Does anyone have experience with using sharemoney as payment? It seems to be an option and probably easier and quicker, but is it as secure as bitcoin?
I've heard some people use Lidocaine spray to numb the mouth, do you guys recommend it ? Anyone can attest it works ? Also what's best; honey teaspoon before drinking the N or eating chocolate after drinking the N ?
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So excited!
Just got my N from A.
I bought 4 bottles. He gave me a good rate for them.
I'm a terrible sleeper, so thought I might use one of them for sleep aids.
My anti-emetics are at the post office, I just have to pick them up.
It gives me a feeling of freedom to have this in my possession.
But also kind of scary.
So excited!
Just got my N from A.
I bought 4 bottles. He gave me a good rate for them.
I'm a terrible sleeper, so thought I might use one of them for sleep aids.
My anti-emetics are at the post office, I just have to pick them up.
It gives me a feeling of freedom to have this in my possession.
But also kind of scary.
So excited!
Just got my N from A.
I bought 4 bottles. He gave me a good rate for them.
I'm a terrible sleeper, so thought I might use one of them for sleep aids.
My anti-emetics are at the post office, I just have to pick them up.
It gives me a feeling of freedom to have this in my possession.
But also kind of scary.
Question to those that have placed an order or have received their supplies: are you open to partnering up with another suicidal person? Asking because I'm incredibly trapped, I don't have a dollar to my name, have multiple disabilities (Asperger's and ADHD with major executive function issues along with extreme social anxiety and alienation) which prevent me from working, and can't find online work due to having literally no skills. I'd seriously appreciate it if someone would help me out here and provide the necessary resources, if it's even possible, hopefully someone can prove me wrong. I'm extremely desperate and I may end up going mentally insane if I continue living, my cognitive profile is at a higher risk of developing catatonia. I'm essentially a sick dog. Someone help me get put down. I'd be eternally grateful. Willing to travel anywhere in the United States.
Question to those that have placed an order or have received their supplies: are you open to partnering up with another suicidal person? Asking because I'm incredibly trapped, I don't have a dollar to my name, have multiple disabilities (Asperger's and ADHD with major executive function issues along with extreme social anxiety and alienation) which prevent me from working, and can't find online work due to having literally no skills. I'd seriously appreciate it if someone would help me out here and provide the necessary resources, if it's even possible, hopefully someone can prove me wrong. I'm extremely desperate and I may end up going mentally insane if I continue living, my cognitive profile is at a higher risk of developing catatonia. I'm essentially a sick dog. Someone help me get put down. I'd be eternally grateful. Willing to travel anywhere in the United States.
Majority of people only order 2 bottles, which is only enough for 1 person not 2. Also how do you plan to travel if you don't have a dollar to your name??
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