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february in alaska

february in alaska

wandering aimlessly
Sep 13, 2023
462
(won't be giving out the source, especially not until I have my SN, please don't ask/DM asking for it right now)

So I unfortunately still don't have my package, but I checked the tracking number I was given and it's only a state away. I paid for the expedited shipping, so it was supposed to be here by the 6th of February, and now it's scheduled to arrive sometime in the next 10 days... which sucks given how much the extra shipping cost was, but I can't really blame anybody for that. I don't know if it would take even longer without the faster shipping, but in my experience it wasn't worth it. I guess that depends on how expensive it is for you/where you live though.

At least I know for sure that it made it into the US and through customs without any issue, and that something got sent, so I'm a lot more confident that MDS isn't a scam

I obviously can't speak to the purity, I know some other people here have done their own tests and I've heard mostly good things so I probably won't end up doing any of my own tests anyway

I don't know what the fuck my plan is anymore or when this is all going to happen if and when I get my SN, but hopefully these updates do something for someone here, somehow. Fingers crossed
 
february in alaska

february in alaska

wandering aimlessly
Sep 13, 2023
462
UPDATE: got it! No problems at all. I'll look into testing for purity but I doubt I'll end up doing much that way since I've already heard some confirmation from others in that regard

In terms of packaging, it was labeled as paint pigments and sent as a "return". And just to reiterate, this was sent to a P.o. box in the US

No idea what my plan/date is but it's so surreal just to have it and know that (with a little luck) I could pretty much go whenever I want. Good luck to anyone trying to get their own, and a giant thank you to everyone who gave advice and helped me
 
Guy_Smiley

Guy_Smiley

Just another lost soul
Jan 4, 2024
427
UPDATE: got it! No problems at all. I'll look into testing for purity but I doubt I'll end up doing much that way since I've already heard some confirmation from others in that regard

In terms of packaging, it was labeled as paint pigments and sent as a "return". And just to reiterate, this was sent to a P.o. box in the US

No idea what my plan/date is but it's so surreal just to have it and know that (with a little luck) I could pretty much go whenever I want. Good luck to anyone trying to get their own, and a giant thank you to everyone who gave advice and helped me

Glad to hear you got it. How long did it end up taking to arrive? I'm in Washington state and I'm just trying to get a sense of how long it will take if I order from them. Thanks.
 
february in alaska

february in alaska

wandering aimlessly
Sep 13, 2023
462
Glad to hear you got it. How long did it end up taking to arrive? I'm in Washington state and I'm just trying to get a sense of how long it will take if I order from them. Thanks.

I ordered on the 26th of January, so about 16 days, but that's with the extra fast shipping cost. It was supposed to arrive around the 4th of February, so I don't know if it would've taken even /longer/ without the extra shipping or if it would've been about the same. Hope that helps ya
 
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LaVieEnRose

Illuminated
Jul 23, 2022
3,404
UPDATE: got it! No problems at all. I'll look into testing for purity but I doubt I'll end up doing much that way since I've already heard some confirmation from others in that regard

In terms of packaging, it was labeled as paint pigments and sent as a "return". And just to reiterate, this was sent to a P.o. box in the US

No idea what my plan/date is but it's so surreal just to have it and know that (with a little luck) I could pretty much go whenever I want. Good luck to anyone trying to get their own, and a giant thank you to everyone who gave advice and helped me
Do you have the other components? Now that you have it you can take all the time you need to really reflect on things.
 
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february in alaska

february in alaska

wandering aimlessly
Sep 13, 2023
462
Do you have the other components? Now that you have it you can take all the time you need to really reflect on things.
I have acid regulators but unfortunately not antiemetics yet. But I'm definitely starting to feel that weird calm/relieved feeling I know other people have talked about

I imagine once I have AEs stocked up too I'll be so much more at ease just living until the right moment comes. Hopefully I'll figure out a way to get some soon
 
doomedtolive

doomedtolive

I love so many things, but not myself
Dec 9, 2023
38
This may seem silly but,, do you actually live in Alaska? I do and I'm looking into mds sn as well
 
spiritmoon

spiritmoon

hi there.
Jul 14, 2023
73
I've been looking into the SN method lately. I don't have any sources so I'm just wondering how much did it cost you to get the SN?

As for shipping time I don't care how long I have to wait, just as long as I can go out peacefully.
 
february in alaska

february in alaska

wandering aimlessly
Sep 13, 2023
462
I've been looking into the SN method lately. I don't have any sources so I'm just wondering how much did it cost you to get the SN?

As for shipping time I don't care how long I have to wait, just as long as I can go out peacefully.
My source was $30, so I think it was about $44ish with the faster shipping. Most sources I've seen throughout my searching have been even cheaper than that, usually closer to $8 for a good amount (but obviously I can't speak to how legitimate those sources are). I also think it just depends on which country you're from, I know the UK and Canada specifically have been cracking down on things so it might cost more to get it in. I hope that's helpful, best of luck to you
This may seem silly but,, do you actually live in Alaska? I do and I'm looking into mds sn as well
Unfortunately not :') just a place I've always wanted to go to. But I would assume that if a package could make it into the rest of the US, customs would be the same for Alaska too. I hope it works out for you!
 
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dementedpsycho

Member
Feb 14, 2024
12
(won't be giving out the source, especially not until I have my SN, please don't ask/DM asking for it right now)
Hate to be the one to ask but since you've successfully received yours, you mind sharing your source :)
 
february in alaska

february in alaska

wandering aimlessly
Sep 13, 2023
462
Hate to be the one to ask but since you've successfully received yours, you mind sharing your source :)
For the sake of others I'm still going to be careful about sharing it, especially with new accounts. Best of luck to you though and I really am sorry I can't give you more than that
 
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butternutsquash

Member
Nov 28, 2023
20
For OP and those who've already received SN from MDS, how discreet was it packaged? I already got one surprise wellness check after customs inspected my order from another source and the container said "sodium nitrite" in big letters. I've ordered other substances online in the past and the packaging was always very discreet (for example one bottle had a fake label about it being an "essential oil" and looked pretty authentic) so I wanna make sure my ass is covered if I'm gonna bother trying another source.
 
february in alaska

february in alaska

wandering aimlessly
Sep 13, 2023
462
For OP and those who've already received SN from MDS, how discreet was it packaged? I already got one surprise wellness check after customs inspected my order from another source and the container said "sodium nitrite" in big letters. I've ordered other substances online in the past and the packaging was always very discreet (for example one bottle had a fake label about it being an "essential oil" and looked pretty authentic) so I wanna make sure my ass is covered if I'm gonna bother trying another source.
I've seen how two other people's were packaged (as well as my own obviously) and the seller knows what they're doing. Mine was labeled as "paint pigment" but I've seen a few other labels too, absolutely nothing labeled as SN and nothing labeled as being a toxic/hazardous chemical. The only thing is that all the labeling is in Cyrillic because it's from Ukraine, although I doubt shipping companies are going to mark every international package with foreign languages as "suspicious". The package itself is pretty small and standard, SN vacuum sealed, all that jazz.

I will say the company owning my PO box was VERY clear and strict about not accepting packages with chemicals or hazardous material, to the point where they said they wouldn't even ship household cleaning chemicals and batteries (which is why I'd been so paranoid about the whole thing), so the fact that I didn't have any issue whatsoever was pretty great. I hope that's helpful
 
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schizochicken

Member
Feb 3, 2024
41
Whats the best way to store SN once you open it for testing?
 
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Daylight

Member
Feb 13, 2024
5
I've seen how two other people's were packaged (as well as my own obviously) and the seller knows what they're doing. Mine was labeled as "paint pigment" but I've seen a few other labels too, absolutely nothing labeled as SN and nothing labeled as being a toxic/hazardous chemical. The only thing is that all the labeling is in Cyrillic because it's from Ukraine, although I doubt shipping companies are going to mark every international package with foreign languages as "suspicious". The package itself is pretty small and standard, SN vacuum sealed, all that jazz.

I will say the company owning my PO box was VERY clear and strict about not accepting packages with chemicals or hazardous material, to the point where they said they wouldn't even ship household cleaning chemicals and batteries (which is why I'd been so paranoid about the whole thing), so the fact that I didn't have any issue whatsoever was pretty great. I hope that's helpful
Can I ask if you bought the product via the dark web? Thanks
 
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devilsnjd

Member
Feb 16, 2024
27
Hi, question about MDS shipping. I live in Canada.

The seller gave me a tracking number, and seems they used their local carrier UKRPoshta. I can see that the item has left their country, at which point from what the seller told me Canada Post takes over and the tracking number he gave me is no longer valid.

My question is how did you who received packages in the USA continue tracking your MDS package once it crossed international borders and left Ukraine?
 

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february in alaska

february in alaska

wandering aimlessly
Sep 13, 2023
462
Whats the best way to store SN once you open it for testing?

I'm not sure, probably some threads on the forum about it. All I know is it needs to be kept under a certain temperature and away from oxygen as much as possible(??) I'm just playing it safe and keeping it in the vacuum sealed package it came in

Can I ask if you bought the product via the dark web? Thanks

Nope, this was a clearnet source! I hope that helps

Hi, question about MDS shipping. I live in Canada.

The seller gave me a tracking number, and seems they used their local carrier UKRPoshta. I can see that the item has left their country, at which point from what the seller told me Canada Post takes over and the tracking number he gave me is no longer valid.

My question is how did you who received packages in the USA continue tracking your MDS package once it crossed international borders and left Ukraine?

I just put the tracking number in an online shipping tracker. I can't even remember what it was called, it was just the first one that popped up on google LOL. I did find that my package spent most of the wait time within the US
 
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Argo

Specialist
May 19, 2018
352
Good for you. I remember your other thread here and you being very worried about a wellness check or family or something along those lines. I think it's really useful to reflect on what purpose that worry served? The SN was either going to come, or not. Any negative consequences were either going to come, or not. You could navigate those things when they arrive, or have some idea about what you'd do if they show up, but all the anxiety, worry, negative emotion-- doesn't all of that just seem like pointless harm, in hindsight?

It's possible to use that for any future anxiety you have
 
february in alaska

february in alaska

wandering aimlessly
Sep 13, 2023
462
Good for you. I remember your other thread here and you being very worried about a wellness check or family or something along those lines. I think it's really useful to reflect on what purpose that worry served? The SN was either going to come, or not. Any negative consequences were either going to come, or not. You could navigate those things when they arrive, or have some idea about what you'd do if they show up, but all the anxiety, worry, negative emotion-- doesn't all of that just seem like pointless harm, in hindsight?

It's possible to use that for any future anxiety you have

Always does. It's good advice, I wish I could figure out how to take it. I feel that constant crippling dread/anxiety about pretty much everything, always, all the time, even down to the littlest things, and I have no idea how to listen to the logical part of myself that says it's useless
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
2,562
UPDATE: got it! No problems at all. I'll look into testing for purity but I doubt I'll end up doing much that way since I've already heard some confirmation from others in that regard

In terms of packaging, it was labeled as paint pigments and sent as a "return". And just to reiterate, this was sent to a P.o. box in the US

No idea what my plan/date is but it's so surreal just to have it and know that (with a little luck) I could pretty much go whenever I want. Good luck to anyone trying to get their own, and a giant thank you to everyone who gave advice and helped me
Hey sorry am just seeing this now, last time I saw you were concerned about the private p.o.box. just wanted to say congrats on receiving it safe. I hope it all goes well for you. Good luck in your plans ❀️
 
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Argo

Specialist
May 19, 2018
352
Always does. It's good advice, I wish I could figure out how to take it. I feel that constant crippling dread/anxiety about pretty much everything, always, all the time, even down to the littlest things, and I have no idea how to listen to the logical part of myself that says it's useless

Of course it's easy to just write about this and hard to do in practice, but it's just like walking down the street and being frustrated that you forgot what you were doing. The moment you bring to mind that you are going to the store, and bring to mind the reason, that frustration vanishes. It can't have any more ground to stand on-- it no longer makes sense. It just collapses into nothing. Anxiety and realizing that there's really nothing "to do" or "to fight with" (or realizing that there is something to do-- in which case, do that thing πŸ™‚ ), also collapses in the same way
 
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babybunny13

babybunny13

Why
Feb 17, 2024
40
UPDATE: got it! No problems at all. I'll look into testing for purity but I doubt I'll end up doing much that way since I've already heard some confirmation from others in that regard

In terms of packaging, it was labeled as paint pigments and sent as a "return". And just to reiterate, this was sent to a P.o. box in the US

No idea what my plan/date is but it's so surreal just to have it and know that (with a little luck) I could pretty much go whenever I want. Good luck to anyone trying to get their own, and a giant thank you to everyone who gave advice and helped me
Glad you finally got it.
 
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