Discussion Maybe not the right board but

[Ferdinand Bardamu]

Does anyone else just not want to exist?
I don't want to kill myself, really. That'd harm the few people who care about me (although, when I lose those, I probably will). I just don't want to exist. Like to have never been born. Does anyone relate, or even understand what I'm getting at here?

 

[CantDoIt]

Kind of. I wish I had been born as someone other than myself or I could redo my current life but all of that is impossible. So I would like if I hadn't been born.

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case more than anything I wish I never existed at all, I find it painful how I had to suffer in this existence in the first place, if it's up to me I'd choose to completely erase my existence so it's like I never existed at all, I just want to permanently disappear with all finally forgotten about.