Maybe if I had someone who truly cared

[eternityfangyuan]

Sometimes I wonder if having a girlfriend — someone who really understood me and made me feel wanted — would make things feel less heavy. Not because I think love magically fixes everything, but because maybe I wouldn't feel so alone all the time.
I know it's not fair to expect someone to save me, but sometimes I just wish I had a reason to stay that felt real and close, not just something abstract like the future

 

[Hollowman]

I kind of thought that too and recently had someone that cared. Someone better came along in her life and I got ditched. It made me want to off myself even more. Maybe it work out for you though.

 

[TBONTB]

That's the thing about relationships. They have ups and downs.

 

[sanrioslayer]

Sometimes I wonder if having a girlfriend — someone who really understood me and made me feel wanted — would make things feel less heavy. Not because I think love magically fixes everything, but because maybe I wouldn't feel so alone all the time.
I know it's not fair to expect someone to save me, but sometimes I just wish I had a reason to stay that felt real and close, not just something abstract like the future

Youre so real for that. Sometimes i just wish someone would come and "save" me and take all my problems away. But i dont know if that will ever happen. And i dont think thats the real way to go either because at the end of the day the only person who is ever truly gonna look out for you is yourself.
Kind of a sad thing to realize
Still hoping for it to happen tho

 

[jinmaopoison]

If someone ever approached me id turn them down because im going to end up dying anyway. It wont fill the void in my heart anyway so whats the point

 

[SunnySideSummer]

Sometimes I wonder if having a girlfriend — someone who really understood me and made me feel wanted — would make things feel less heavy. Not because I think love magically fixes everything, but because maybe I wouldn't feel so alone all the time.
I know it's not fair to expect someone to save me, but sometimes I just wish I had a reason to stay that felt real and close, not just something abstract like the future

I am 100% into this but i never expérimented being in a love relationship

I wasted my teenages and youth

I wonder if it will have a sense , a real sense or real interest to know love now if i never knew love when i was teen or at least youth ... I am 27 and i think I am too old to experiment a first love