Maybe if I had someone who truly cared

[eternityfangyuan]

Sometimes I wonder if having a girlfriend — someone who really understood me and made me feel wanted — would make things feel less heavy. Not because I think love magically fixes everything, but because maybe I wouldn't feel so alone all the time.
I know it's not fair to expect someone to save me, but sometimes I just wish I had a reason to stay that felt real and close, not just something abstract like the future

 

[Hollowman]

I kind of thought that too and recently had someone that cared. Someone better came along in her life and I got ditched. It made me want to off myself even more. Maybe it work out for you though.

 

[TBONTB]

That's the thing about relationships. They have ups and downs.